First Thursday of School

As what mentioned in the title above, it's the first school Thursday I've ever had. Sorta like the other days.. Except for that it's only at the same class!! Which is at my own class (of course) at J8 :) except for PE during the last period which is at the Gym. BTW, I've got my locker now..

So, I didn't have to carry that humongous bag that makes me look like a turtle -- Thank God. But then, I don't even know how to use the padlock -- krikrikrikrik And one more thin that makes it kinda difficult is that IT IS SO FARAWAY FROM HOMELAND. lol. jk.

It's that, we have to *ulang alik, go to our locker, and then to our class, and then to our locker, and then to our class. It's not that near you know.. And if we had ever left something, we had to excuse ourselves and go to our FARAWAY locker. If it's Malaysia, we don't even have to move to other class.

Our "locker" is in our class too. hmm.. But, thank God my locker is near to my class (J8) even though it is far from the others -- nevermind nevermind.. BTW, just to let you know that we used to go back fast from our school to pray Zuhr. But then, there are Daylight Savings and we have to minus 1 hour on our watch.

Which means, prayer time is minuses by 1 hour too. So, before this we could go back home fast to pray at about 3:20 pm. like that. But then, now we could go back home on actually 4:20 pm. Zuhr time is already ended right?? So, we have to pray AT THE SCHOOL by hook or by crook.

The first day, we asks the Muslims that wore hijab where did they pray.. And then they said that they didn't pray at school because everywhere had been stepped by our shoes. And i was like.. okay.. And then I asked Miss Gray, our Year 7 coordinator. (She is also my class teacher).

I asked her the exact same question on where could we pray. And then she was like,"This is a government school, so we don't provide a prayer room. Maybe you could just pray at the yard. There must be somewhere that you could pray" And i was like WTH?

Why can't you just give us to pray at our class or whatsoever? We didn't even use it during recess and lunch. But what should I do?  hmm.. So, we just pray besides a gate. Just because there are not so many people there at that time. Thank God. After we finished our prayer, suddenly there's a guy comes near to us.

And I was like, will he scold us? lol. But then, he actually wanna get out of the school. Kinda like skip school. And i was like, WTH? There's only ONE more period left, and he's trying to skip school? -- Whatever it is, the next day, which is yesterday, we didn't pray besides the gate because it is crowded with people.

So, we pray at a "empty space"? i don't even know, besides the office. After we finished our prayer, a group of Hijabians Muslims approaches us.. I thought they will be frobiding us to pray there and pray at somewhere else where THEY pray. But then, i guess they didn't even pray.

They sais that they will ask the principal whether there is a room for YOU to pray. I was grateful because she is helping us to ask the principal, but then i realized.. Why didn't she say,"for US ro pray"? I am so curious to know why. But I don't even know what to do either.

Today, we pray didn't pray besides the gate, nor besides the office, Cause like of course because there are many peoples there. So, we pray sort alike infront of a class at the end of the row of classes. Could you understand what i'm trying to tell you? If no, i don't even care -..-

So, we prayed there. On the first 2 days, we prayed together, but then today we prayed separatedly. Kak Za pray first, and then me. Because there are bird's poop everywhere we could just find a little spot eith no bird poops for us to pray. So, when Kak Za pray, i just stand there doing nothing.

And then, I see this one girl who wore hijab who walks besides a girl who doesn't wore hijab look at Kak Za. I could see that she's kinda shocked or somethin to see such a atrange sight. Hehh, I don't even know. And then, It's my turn to pray..

Anyways, we've tried asking the *kerani, officer if there's any room for us to pray, but then she said that they didn't have it too. So, gotta just pray anywhere for like, MONTHS. Ya Allah, ease everything, Ya Allah. Ameen.

Okay, this is random. On PE today we play Medic Ball or something? I can't even remember.. But i HATE IT! Cause it's boys and girls and boys could easily touch me and I HATE IT!! It makes me feel not safe. Kinda funny but seriously!! Erghh. Just forget about it.

And BTW, starting this term, for English & Humanities, we are divided into learning teams. I am the TIGERS!! JYEAH! Our team members are from the left are me, Esin, Ben, Nora, Lylah and Larissah :) Pity them cause I'm in their group ;p lol.

Random again, I cook dinner tonight!! It is Pizza Casserole :) But i didn't make the dough using the recipe "given" but i search for another "easy-pizza-dough" recipe instead. I even mixed it with a little pinch of seasoning. I layer them up with tomato sauce (cause we don't have any pizza sauce) and i sprinkled some of the "herbs" like Parsley and Basil leaves.

And then I layered them with minced meet that had been cooked with onions, carrots and some  black peppers maybe, i don't even know cause Kak Ina is the one who cook them. BTW, Kak Ina want to get angry just now because she say the minced meet (I am the one forced to defrost and rinse it) is too little and it doesn't enough.

And i was like, "What should we do? Just let it be" Sorta like that and she wanna be angry but I guess it is because she wanna reads Detective Conan -- I hate it when she got addicted to anything like, HIMYM or whatsoever. Just the same as Kak Za is addicted to KPOP --

Okay, back to our story, and then I top it with cheese and then repeat the process once again :) And voila! After that, I make Chocolate Pudding because we had a 2 days ago expired milk. It's not that it has expired, but the expiry date had passes 2 days ago. So, Ibu ask us to use the milk to make Chocolate Pudding. And then we make it :)

Tomorrow is a school holiday because it is ANZAC DAY! Ya, i know we can't celebrate ANZAC Day because they are against the Ottaman. Like, dduh. Even if we don't know it, we're not gonna be celebrating it; neither.

Anyways, InsyaAllah tomorrow we will be going to the PSW "shop" where we bought our school uniforms because we wanna buy a spray jacket sorta like, "konco" because this morning when we're going to our school, suddenly it rained. Not so heavy but still not so like a drizzle.

So, we opened our umbrella.. But then, the umbrella got inside out and when we're trying to fix it, we got wet.. So, we're going to buy the spray jacket.. Okay, i guess that's all. It's already 12:29 am. now.. Gotta sleep and wake up early tomorrow! If not, Ibu will scold me :S

School, Friends and Stuffs

Today is the last day of holiday and tomorrow will be the first day of school after a 2 week school break. (lol, of course ;p) So.. yeah. FYI, i baked Milo Muffin just now :) And we ate Fish n Chips for lunch just now!! SO FREAKIN YUMMY :9

BTW, i know that it's not nice to post about what i hate or whatsoever like *simpan dendam, post about your anger to someone. BUT, i hate El! He is so annoying. Just now when i helped Ibu to make Fish n Chips, El uses the laptop. And then, after i finish helped Ibu, i ask him for the laptop.

And then, he didn't give it to me. Like, he has been using it for along time! Why can't i use it?? But Alhamdulillah i got it now. Because i force El to go pray Asr prayer, and then he ask Ady to "keep" it and then Kak Za get it from Ady and then Kak Za give it to me :) Alhamdulillah alhamdulillah.

And alhamdulillah because the internet is faster now. Eventhough it is not as fast as the first time we use it, atleast it is faster than yesterday :) Alhamdulillah.. Okay, back to the topic, tomorrow's school! Gahhh excited yet "nervous" at the same time. TBH, i'm excited everytime i'm about to go to school.

Can't wait for the new adventure!! But i'm nervous and lazy too about things like, tomorrow i have to tell a horror story at Drama class. everyone have to. (like i've said) I hope i could tell it clearly and scary-ly (lol). I hope because of that, i could change people's perspective about me :) Ameen.

I guess people may thought that i'm shy. lol if only they know who am i actually are. Sigh i miss it how i could be crazy with my bestie. I could tell them what ever i wanted to.. Friends, i don't have any friend in my classroom. yet? idk. They all have their own friends. Like, Farrah is with Lana, Sosek and Adna.

Ceren is with Hidayet. Even Esin (the shy girl) has her own friend. Nora, Lylah and Larissah. Only Sonja doesn't have any friend. i guess she is like Nurin. like, kinda messy or something like that. I think it's not good to leave Sonja alone like, "don't let anyone be Sonja's friend" so i think maybe i'll have to be her friend and make people change their perspective about Sonja.

But i don't have the guts to do so. And everytime i am with Sonja, everyone is trying to avoid us. Like when an Asian girl (Danica) approach me, and ask me what's my name and stuffs. Lastly she ask,"So, you've been friend with Sonja?" And i was like.. "Yeaa" because Sonja IS THERE.

I can't easily say that I've never be her friend. And Danica was like.. *go away from us. And it makes me so sad :( So, i guess this "early time" i think I'll friend with someone else and when i have the guts to ATLEAST communicate with people and stuffs, I'll be her friend :)

But, eventhough i don't have any friend in my class, Alhamdulillah i have SOME friend. I have one in French class. Her name is Annie :) She is so kind. The first time i met her was in French class (of course) I enter the class and just sit in the corner because nobody sits there and it is far from everyone! lol.

And then, Annie came and say to Madame Matthews,"Can i sit besides her" And Madame Matthews said,"Yes, of course" Like, of course ;p Then, i gotta know that she is a new girl too. She just came to the school a week before i came. She is so nice. She help me through my classes and stuffs. But she is so weird.

 She have been in that school for only a week and then she was like,"Do you want to meet my boyfriend?" I was like, wth? And then, my perspective about her changed. In Drama class, i have two friends. They are my first friend ever. They are my buddy that Mr. Peak picks during my first day of school.

Their name is Zainab and Aminah :) Zainab is so kind too. She lend me her book so that i could write any notes or whatsoever. Aminah.. idk. But I guess they aren't friends because Zainab once ask me,"If Aminah ask you to NOT be my friend, will you not be my friend?" And i was like.. awkwardd..

I was like,"Yes?" cause ican't even understand what is she talking about. And then she ask the question again and i was like.. owhh.. And i was like so awkward i replied "I will be your friend" Like, you know! That typical Malaysian slang. So embarassing >..<

And then there's someone i can't remember what's her name is because she is not in my class say something about Aminah like, "Aminah is bossy. She like to conquer the class like it's hers" Something like that and i was like.. okay.. And Sosek talk about her too..

Like, in our Science class, our teacher teaches us about i can't remember but it's about identifying a sheep or something and Sosek was like, "No, it's Aminah" *jahat. bad ain't her! I don't really like her because she is so stubborn!!

I know it because her iPad had been *rampas taken by Miss Gray once because she use it for Kik and stuffs during class when Miss Gray didn't ask us to use our iPad (as if i have an iPad --) And she didn't sits properly in class. IT IS NOT NICE! AND I HATE IT.

Speaking of Miss Gray, AAARRGGHHH i just remember that i didn't send the narratives document yet. Gah i must do it today!! But the phone is at Kak Za so yeah. And i don't even know whether my grammar are right or wrong. I ask Kak Ina to correct it for me but she don't want to :'(

So i guess maybe I'll just have to send it. Eventhough there are so many mistakes and so *merepek. not logic. Let it be. Let it be.. What should i do? Hmm.. And BTW! I haven't buy all of the books yet. Like Mathematics textbook and stuffs. Maybe tomorrow or idk.

And BTW again! I tried searching for Syrian hijab at Twins of Faiths because it would be easy if I had one so that i didn't have to wear shawl durin PE and it will be *mengelebeh all the time. We found one. But then, you know how much it costs? 20AUD!! And i was like.. nvm.

I could just borrow Kak Ina's or whatevs, right? ;D And i just want to wear it like, during PE only. The next period, I'll change to my ordinary school shawl. lowl. And BTW, i guess Farrah didn't "like" me. Like, not so because i guess because i keep asking her question like,"is there bla bla? what is bla bla?"

And she got annoyed or something? meh, idk. Whatever it is, I hope there will be a new kid tomorrow. So that I could be her friend :) Ameen!!

Idk. Not in the mood.

Its had been "awhile". you know, suddenly our internet connection becomes slow. i don't even know whyy but i guess it's because i don't know what Aisha do but she makes the modem rings/beep or something? and  then i don't know what El do to stop it. And then the internet connection becomes slow.. until now..

I hope the internet will be okay again after this. Ameen!! BTW, school is just around the corner.. Owh noo!! Making me not in the mood. Plus that we have been going to Twins of Faith for 3 days and it is so tiring. Maybe I'll post about my adventure later cause it's already 10 pm. So yeahh

Again? !!

We baked cookies AGAIN!! yeahh, AGAIN!! It's a Milo Cookie :) I admit it, the recipe sais "Milo biscuit" but prefer cookie better, so yeah. The thing is, we had ALOT of Milo. Like a tin of them. We don't actually uses it that frequently. So, why did we bought it at the first place?

Hehh, actually we planned to run a business. A kek batik business!! But then, hmmph. Such a daydreamer. I guess we're just actually dreaming. So yeah, we're lefted with ALOT of Milo "supply". We don't even know what to do with it so.. i search for a cookie that ask for Milo and.. BOOM! i found it!!

So we baked it just now. And yeah. That's all. LOL.Will be baking it again soon cause Ibu love it and we should finish the Milo.. Btw, did you have any suggestion on what should i do with Milo? Do comment below!! Will really be appreciating it ^^ *like there are actually people who read thi --

Homeworks, Assignments and Stuffs

So, i had ALOT of homeworks to do. Eventhough it's only three days. It's not that much but still. For English, i got to do a Narrative assignment. I don't even know what on Earth is that, so i asked Farrah and she said that we should just make a made up story.

We should use Microsoft Word or any document-like to write it. So, i uses Ibu's Tab to write it, but then the Tab's charger is broken and not functioning anymore and now i can't write it anymore and i can't send it to Miss Gray!! >< I don't even know what should I do.

There's no document-like thingy at this laptop, so i can't write it here. Hmm, maybe I'll have to use Ibu's old phone. Ya know, we supposed to share Ibu's old phone, but then Kak Za pretends like it hers -- So freaking annoying. But what could i do? hmm.. For English, we also have a Reading Challenge by VPIC.

But i don't have an account yet so i couldn't key in the data yet. Whatever it is, the teacher introduces us to the Reading Challenge at the Library. And i was like, doing nothing cause we should use iPad to login to VPIC and login our account and the teacher shows us how to use it etc. etc.

And i was like krikrik moment.. And Miss Gray was like,"Before we register your account, you could just take a book and read it" And i was like.. okayy.. And i took a book titled "Sadako and A Thousand Paper Cranes" i know it sounds childish and yeahh.. Embarassing.

I don"t even want to read that book but i can't even find any other book that catch my eyes. So, i just take that book so that it's not awkward and i could actually do something. So i read it until half, suddenly the period is over.

And i was like,"Where should i put this book?" but well, if only that words could get out of my head. And when i seem clueless ( i don't even know i seem clueless or not but i feel clueless) Miss Gray said,"Just go back to our class" and i was like okayy and went to the door to go to our class with Miss Gray.

Suddenly, the alarm went on. BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP. And i was like,"OMG, what have i donee" i was so regret not asking T^T And Miss Gray was like,"Owh, i should have told you earlier" And then she ask me to just go to the counter. So i just go to the counter.

The librarian (i guess) ask for my name and the book i want to borrow (like i actually want --) And when i go outside, the alarm is off. I don't even know how they actually detect it. Maybe a chip or something ._. hehh. It is so embarrassing  feel like crying like MALUNYAAA so embarrassing!!

Anyways, i got French homework too. A paperwork, workbook work and Language Perfect "work". I've done the paper work cause it is so easy like we should just translate the French word to English words. And Madame Matthews helped me ALOT so i had no trouble doing that.

For the workbook, I've just done a few pages because i just came in that class and everyone else had leave me behind like faraway (hehh, not so far but still --) so, Madame Matthews said that i have to catch up until i got to the same page as the rest of us. I've done it too cause it's pretty easy.

If i didn't understand a word, i could just search or open the dictionary or whatsoever. For the Language Perfect thingy, it is just an app to do exercises. I don't actually need to do it. But well, i wanna be an excellent student. So, yeah. But i can't do it anymore cause the Tab's charger is broken, so yeah.

For Maths, we should just answer the question in the textbook. But i don't have a textbook. So, i borrowed Sonja's. I copied the question and answered it at home :) I've done it cause the exercises are just a few and it's just about Multiple and Factors.

I've got a homework for drama homework too. Our teacher ask us to search for horror story. So, i do a few research and found one and rewrite it on a piece of paper. Our teacher ask us to print it but i don't have a printer, so yeah..

So now i've only got to do the Narratives and the Reading Challenge thingy. I've done a little of the Narratives but as i say, the Tab's charger is broken so the Tab didn't have any battery, so.. Maybe i should make another story. I should have just make a very simple story cause i don't even have any time. And idea ;p

For the Reading Challenge thingy, maybe I'll just have to make a research on what should i read or whatsoever. I will just read it on the internet cause it will cause much if i wanna buy them.I should make a review about the books too.

Cause they would want an evidence whether i do read it or not. Should get prepare for that cause you know me ;p But i do hope i will be brave enough to tell them like anything i wanted to say without actually needs to build the sentences. I hope i could do that. Ameen, Ya Allah!!

Life..

Today is the day Mak Wan leaves us :( It had been a year but it will still hurts everytime i remember it.. I love you, Mak Wan.. If only i could turn back time I would want to hug you and spend time with you. But I know that now it's too late for me.. And now i realized that "We don't know what we have.. Until it's gone" so, we should be grateful for everything that Allah is borrowing us. Ya Allah, I hope I will always cherish each moment with my beloved ones when they are still with me. And Ya Allah, increase my parents, my beloved ones age. Ameen ameen. Ya Allah, place Mak Wan with the ones you blessed. Ameen. Ya Allah, may my deeds when I'm still alive could bring me to Jannah. Ameen ameen ameen.

Baking and stuffs!!

So, i baked a cookie just now. And now my hands smell like butter! Yummy  hehe. Ya know, Ibu made a whatsapp group called "KULMEL" Sorta like that. The members are Ibu, Ayah, Atuk, Wan, Atuk n Mak Nek. Sorta like a group for Ibu n Ayah to tell anything to their parents. (my grandparents!)

And one time, Ibu sent a picture of Sara Lee or idk. And then, Wan was like "Yummy " we guess it's a typo or whatevs but we keep imitate her  Sorry, Wan  Speaking of Sara Lee.. IT IS SO DELICIOUS!  We've ate ALOT of them here. Like, 5 or something?

There's one more in our fridge right now.. I wonder when are we going to eat it *faints* We first ate them at Auntie Nad's sorta like "open house" hehh, not an open house. just something sorta like gathering or idk.  We ate the French Cream Cheescake and the Strawberry Cheesecake.

On Ayah's birthday, we ate the French Cream Cheesecake again. On Icha's birthday, we ate the Cookies and Cream Bavarian and Cookies and Cream KitKat. I know it's boycott. But Ayah is the one who bought it. So, why not?  haha but InsyaAllah we will never buy it again. Ameen.

Back to our story, we serve (and ate) French Cream Cheesecake and Strawberry Cheesecake AGAIN when Auntie Mel and Uncle Adib came. And now, there's a Chocolate Swirl Bavarian in our fridge. Can't wait to eat it!!

 Some of them are halal, some are not. So, we gotta check it first everytime we wanna buy it. Anyways, we usually buy the one that's on sale. So yeah. I've check their halal products so that i could look forward for it. ngeehehe  My post for today are so cheerful, right?

ngaahaha i guess it's becuase Ady n El goes to school today. Whilst we girls stay at home  hehh, i didn't even do anything cause i spent most of my time today sleeping  At first, I was watching YouTube with Icha, and then suddenly we fall asleep. I guess it's because the Sun shines too bright today.. Okay, excuses 

The Sun shines too bright today but it's still cold for me. I mean like the humidity (like i actually know what it actually means ) is cold, the temperature is low, but the Sun shines so bright. It's like we could fry egg on the ground without using any gas or whatevs.

I guess I've *melencong, i've gone too far from the topic.  heheh. But whatevs. I'll talk about it, wokayy. So i baked cookies! The actual recipe actually ask for baking powder, but then we don't have any.. So i just substitute it with baking soda. Ya, i know that i can't actually do that blablabla but did i actually care?

Turns out to be kinda brownish but still edible  but then it got so hard i nearly broke my teeth  I've learned my lesson..  don't blame me okayy  and btw i didn't put any frosting or whatsoever cause i we don't have any hazelnut spread. And btw it's spread bigger than i though.

Pretty big it can't be labelled "cute"  should have make it smaller.. And the batch is not so many too. Can only fill a small container. Like, very very small. (or it is because i ate too many? ) And btw, we can't actually make this cookie without having an electric mixer (like the author said).

But then i just ignore it and use a whisker instead.. Maybe that's the reason why it's hard or whatsoever. But what could i do? Like, we're not gonna buy an electric mixer here. So, i need to wait till nest year?  that is so impossible. Or is it because i substitute the baking powder with baking soda?

I guess that's the reason whyy. But whatever it is, i've baked it. So, yeah. At least i've experienced it  Alhamdulillah. I hope I'll make better cookies next time! Ameen 

Mood Swing

But first, lemme take a selfie ;p k just kidding. But first, let me remind you. It's not that typical girl mood swing. (hehh, like i'm not actually a typical girl -..-) It's not "that" mood swing. It's blogging mood swing. ya know like, at one point i'll be so "active" i post about almost everything. but then.. krikrikrikrik..

But i do hope I'll always post in this blog. Well, memories :'P INSYAALLAH, INSYAALLAH I WILL!

Gadgets.

ibu bought a new laptop today (as i mentioned earlier). And also a bread maker. I don't even care but i just know that there's a cake pop maker too! OMG. *faints* haha. I hope i'll get one, Ameen. hehe. And btw, they (Ibu n Ayah) said that they are going to buy handphones for us!!

But i dunno. I don't even mind actually cause we've got internet and yeah ;p But if i really do get i phone, I wanted to always post in this blog!! Maybe more pictures and stuffs! InsyaAllah, Ameen ^^

Pasta-s

We ate pancakes and i can't remember what it's called but it's sorta like bergedel for breakfast and large shells carbonara for lunch! I just knew that there's ALOT more pasta rather than macaroni, spaghetti, angel hair. I do know but i've never thought that i'll eat a pasta besides the pastas i've mentioned earlier.

A bought all of them! okay, i'm the one who persuade them tu bought them all. mwahahahaha. We bought rigatoni, spirals, large shells etc. There's so many of them i can't even remember ;P Anyways, alhamdulillah alhamdulillah. Thanks to Allah for giving me an opportunity to try all of the pastas!! >)

First Break [[Easter Holiday]]

it's still holiday right now. hehh. we're in that school for only 3 days and then it's school holiday. Like i've said, we're supposed to be schooling after the break. But then we're in the school 3 days before the break. So, yeahh.. We have 2 weeks of holiday!! JYEAHH

probably just doing nothing ;p Ayah twisted his knee when he was playing badminton. So it's difficult for him to walk. Pity him, right? I hope it will be recover as normal. Ameen. And yeah. Ibu's ear is hurt too. So, just now Ibu went to see a doctor. I don't even know the detail cause i got dozed off ;p

Instruments

When i grow up, i want to own a guitar and a piano! At first, i want a piano but then, it is too expensive. So, maybe i'll buy a guitar first. And then, when i've mastered the guitar, (and when i got enough money) i'll buy a piano.

And then, i want to do Bring Me The Night guitar and piano cover! If i could, i would invite Add to duet with me. I've asked her whether she wanna play the guitar or the piano. She said, she wanna play the piano. It's sokay. we could just take turn or whatever.

Jyeah! My resolution is to collect money a buy a guitar and then a piano!!

Sweater Weather

it had been raining for 4 days yesterday.. but then, today the weather is sunny and SO HOT. that's why i got dozed of yesterday. hmm excuses! Ibu is out to buy a laptop today. Ask her to buy our iPad, but then she said "Is it true? Or we should rent the school's iPad?" And i was like.. wokayy.

I've asked Miss Gray just now. But she didn't reply it yet. So yeah.. I planned to bake a cookie tomorrow! I hope everything will be fine and i hope the cookie will be delicious!!

I'll post more about how i bake it later okayy!!

First visitor from Malaysia ^^

Aisyah come visited me all the way from Malaysia today!! hehe.. It's not that she come all the way from Malaysia just to pay a visit for me.. She actually comes here to go out for a holiday. And she visited me along the way :) So touched TT She even gave me a pashmina >< Thank you Aisyah! I love you sooo much!

Yeahh..

So, i've NOT been posting anything like for ages. Ya know, schooling makes me don't feel like posting ;p k, that is such an excuse. The problem is, i don't even know where is the adapter. So, yeah i can't open the laptop. I don't really like using the phone or tab to write cause it is so annoying and i hate it.

Speaking of tab, did you remember that we supposed to have iPads for school? yeaa.. I asked my teacher (Miss Gray is shoo nice ><) whether i could bring Samsung Tab insted of iPad or not. And this is what she replied:

So.. we're gonna have our own iPad! Jyeah! hhehe.. InsyaAllah InsyaAllah.. Actually, i don't really like the fact that we have to have iPad for school. It's like, we don't actually needs it. As i could see, we just use it for Edmodo (the website above) and for some app sorta like Microsoft Office.

It's not that we can't just use it at home. Like, at school, people are using it for kik, facebook, instagram and such. Not for what it should be. And the teachers will be like scolding scolding and scolding. i can't even focus in class.

Back to school shopping.

After we finished choosing our subjects and stuffs we went to pws shop or whatever it is being called. we went there to buy our school uniforms. we bought the school's jumper, *kemeja, "blouse", slack pants, sports' attire, sports's pants. lol whutt the worker was like, "this one is for you" and give a sports' cloth and shorts.

And we're like.. "Are you expecting us to wear these? SHORTS?" and then we accidentally burst our laughter like i don't even know why. And then Ayah ask her like,"Did you have long pants?" and she was like,"Owhh.. No worries" hahahahha. we bought the school's bag too. IT IS SO FREAKING HUGE I FEEL LIKE A TURTLE. like seriously.

After we finished trying all of the uniforms, we go to the counter to pay for it. You know how much it cost? 1020 AUD! Which totally means RM1020 x3. Calculate it by yourself. But i guess it's because the fees are free. That's why the uniforms and books (and iPad) are expensive/not free. But well, nothing is free in this whole wide world..

Then we went to K Mart to buy our "Black leather school shoes" i ended up buying a black leather boot. I don't even know whether it's legal or not. but whatevs. What should we do? Kak Za bought a black leather boot too. And a pair of runners (sorta like sports shoes i guess). I didn't bought any because i've brought my sports' shoes from Malaysia.

but TBH, i wanna buy a pair of new shoes cause my sports shoes have torn out a little. i know i should have just wear it. It's not that bad after all. But arghhh. Too lazy to think about. Just be grateful. Just be grateful..

School.

we went to our school today. i mean future school. have i told you before? hehh of course no. I've stopped writing a journal cause my journal had been used up like i told you before. maybe i would just write whatever i think and whatever i remember cause well, it's MY journal.

lol whutt. back to our story, we went to our future school today. Actually we've went there before for registeration and key in data and stuffs. Today we went there again cause we wanna choose our subjects, and buy our uniforms and stuffs.

I'll be in Year 7. we just knew that Year 7 till Year 9, uses iPad for their studies! But we still dunno whether we gotta buy it or just rent it. About the uniform, we could choose whether we wanna wear trousers or skirts. We choose trousers than skirts cause the skirt is checkered. like a chess board. ahaha just kidding.

For the subjects, the compulsory subjects are like, English, Mathematics, like the basic subjects. While the additional subjects are language class whether it's France or Itali Class. And whether it's Drama or Sports class. For language class, i choose France. I don't even know whyy. And whether it's Drama or Sports..

Firstly i choose Sports but then i changed my mind cause pfftt *lari sikit je pun dah pitam. cause, i'm not a sportive active or what so ever you call it. I'm not good at Drama tho. but at least. AT LEAST.

I am such a drama queen. ahhaaha

Games

Today Ayah went to send Ibu at the train station. When Ayah come back home, he bought us a pink ball and an UNO card. I don't even know why. Maybe because it's on sale or something. When we're "busy" playing UNO, suddenly there's a knock on (or is it at?) the door.

Ayah and El rushed to open the door. Apparently, it's the "Internet guy" come to deliver the modem or whatever you call it. After a few minutes, finally Ayah successfully install the Internet! Alhamdulillah! Now i could "be social" again. ahahahha.

Haven be writing in my journal for quite a few weeks cause my journal was used up already. And because there's no Internet and bla bla bla. Speaking of games, Ayah bought a rubic cube and a roller blade for El and Ady.

And i finally know how to solve the rubic cube!! 2014's achievement, JYEAH! I wanted to tell Ili; my best friend, but then, when i "checked *stalked her twitter, i gotta know that she's irritated by her sister who's addicted to rubic cube. so yeah.

FYI, today is Ili's birthday!! Happy birthday my fwenn. I love you shoo much. May Allah bless you ;* If i could, i would wanna  ALWAYS keep in touch with you.. but you just seems like ignoring me.. I know, you've ur own life now.. So, maybe i should just.. move on?

WooHoo!

Finally i can log in my blogger account!

It have been days since the last post i updated.

...

Owh noo! gahhh

i need to recover the posts since the 21th Feb --

i hope i can do it. Ameen.

We're now living at an apartment.

At a student apartment.

Arrows on Swanston!

Everything went just fine.

Except for that there's no internet.

It's not that there's no internet, but there's only one bar

and it will suddenly disconnect for no reason.

so annoying.

but how can i updated this post?

jeng jeng jeng.. haha

it's becuase Ibu shares her "data".

Alhamdulillah :)

it's kinda "awkward" writing back in this blog.
it's like i don't belongs here. ahaha.

seriously.

but whatever it is,
i'll still proceed and pretends like nothing happens.

so, okay.

Today we went to the Melbourne Museum.
So interesting~

At first we went to the Science and Life part or something.
because El wanted to.

after "finished" that section,
we went to the kids section.

i don't even know why.

after that,
just because we're so hungry,
we went back home :)

we ate Nasi Lemak!
Ibu cook em.

After eating and stuffs,
that evening we went to the Victoria State Library.

hehh, actually we just "went" infront of the library to capture some pics :P
hehe.

but i guess it's because the library's already closed, tho.

i guess that's all cause i'm using Ibu's tab now and the battery is only 3% left.
this is all El's fault.

Over and over

I've just realized that i've stopped doing what i'm supposed to do since New Year 2014!

Which is read Al Mulk everytime before i'm going to sleep. I've started it since the New Year 2014 but then it doesn't last long.

A week or so, i forget about it. But suddenly when i remember it again, i'll be reading it back.

And then it goes over and over. *sigh* should have been istiqamah doing it.

Owh, Allah. I hope i'll always remember to read Al Mulk everytime before i sleep and will istiqamah doing it. Ameen.

Raining

Just now, when i'm staying at home, using the laptop. Suddenly Ayah ask us to take the clothes outside because it's going to rain.

When we go outside to pick up the clothes, it's raining! gosh. if i could, i would wanna play. Play the rain!!

Haha i can still remember how stubborn we are - when we're twelve. Everyday is PE, like i've told you before.

One day, which is 10 October 2013. Well, you know it's such a memorable day if i can still remember the date.

One day, Thursday, to make it clear. Thursday; which means PE day. Eventhough everyday is a PE day, but Tuesday and Thursday is officially PE day!

So, if Monday, Wednesday or Friday we aren't allowed to go PE, we need to obey. But Tuesday and Thursday, we can't never didn't have PE!

Okay, that day it's going to rain; but we're like "Boleh laa Teacher.. Nanti bila nak hujan balik laa" "(Please, Teacher? Once it'll going to rain, we'll come back here, okayy? Pleasee)"

And the Teacher; Teacher Rodiah was like disapproving it but because we're so stubborn we force Teacher to let us play!!

Finally Teacher gave us the permission to go. Thursday; is also the "Jogging Day" for me, Hanah and Teacher Rodiah.

Okay, TBH, we've jog for only once. Which is last week before that week. So, that day, we're planning to jog againn.

While the other girls continue playing MAS and the boys planning to play football, the three of us, continue walking to go around the Taman Tasik Cempaka. Like we did last week.

When we look behind; all of them followed us too! The one whole class! We thought they are playing their own game, but actually they are following us.

And i was like,"What? Teacher! Look at them.. They are following us!" but Teacher Rodiah was like, "Just let them follow us" with a wide smile on her face.

I don't even know WHY she smiles like that. But as long as she's happy and we can continue our jogging, i don't care.

So we "jog" and "jog". Well, TBH we're actually walking while chatting :P haha. Becuase we're going around Taman Tasik Cempaka, we walk along the obstacles too!

Until we arrived to the monkey bar that i mentioned last i don't know, i ask Teacher to climb it, but Teacher can't. I don't know whyy. Nahh i can't do it also.

But then i tell her,"You know what, Teacher? I can climb until the 8th level!" and Teacher was like proud or something :P but then Hanah tell the truth that actually they helped me. Hehe.

After that, we continue walking and walking and walking. Suddenly, we heard a thunder! And everyone was like,"La haulawala kuwwata illa billa hil aliyyil azim!"

Everytime; each time we hear it. So, Teacher ask us to walk quickly so that we can reach school before it rained heavily.

We walk and walk and walk. Suddenly it rains so heavily! Like, suddenly! Teacher said that we can't go through it.

So, Teacher ask us to go under a hut or something, until the rain get "not-so-heavy". The boys are at one hut while the girls are at another hut.

The hut is damaged, the roof is leaked. So, we still get wet. Eventhough we're IN the hut. So,"Alang alang menyeluk pekasam, biarlah sampai ke pangkal lengan" right? Haha.

So we - the girls, play with the rain. We splished splashed the puddle, we took selfie, we recite asma ul husna, we even KISS THE RAIN!

Such a memory i wish i'll never forget. After "waiting" for half an hour or something, the rain is still heavy.

So, Teacher ask us to just GO! To just go through the rain. So we, take advantage again! Cause we're already wet, what's wrong if we get more wet?

So we arrived at our school sweet school safely. But wet-ly! From bottom to top! All wet. When we come in our class, we "dry" ourselves, well, not "dry" but, sit under the fan to let it dry.

Pfftt basically playing the cards - UNO, speed, snap or "argghhh!!" or whatever. Haha i remember this one game me and my friends created. A game called "Argghhh!!"

It's like snap, but just changed the name to "Argghh!!" And anytime the cards strike the same colour or number, just "slap" it and shout "Arggghhh!!!"

Sometimes the others were annoyed by us, so we need to cover our mouth with a handkerchief or something. We also had a "cloth" to cover our mouth called "Ninja" xD

Okay, continue our story. Suddenly it's 4:30 pm and we're late for Asr jamaah prayer! So, we just rushed taking our wudhu and go upstairs. Eventhough we're still drenched wet.

A junior - i can't remember who, who pray besides me said to me,"Eee, akak basah!" "(Sister, you are wet!)" And i was like,"Errr, ya." awkwardd. "Errmm, sorry!"

And then i hurriedly - well not hurriedly, with the coldness; shivering. In the air conditioned hall! I go to the back of the hall; where all of my friends gathered.

After finished reciting the do'a, we ask the Teacher on duty for permission to go downstairs. The teacher; Ustaz Hafes, knew our condition but because he's so evil he didn't allow us to go downstairs.

So, we go to the other Teacher on duty to ask for her permission. After we persuade her for a quater of an hour or something and show our puppy eyes and stuffs.

Finally she gave us the permission. When we want to go downstairs, the roof at the secondary's stairs leaked! And the water comes down like a waterfall~

So, we just use the primary's stairs. When we come to our class, our class roof is leaked too! Firstly at MY table, secondly at i don't know who's table.

So, an Ustaz from the Secondary; Ustaz Hashrul ask us to switch off the electricity because i don't know why.

So, we just stay in our dark class drinking Cool Station in the cold weather. Such a day~ We had so much fun!

And until now and forever, InsyaAllah. I'll never forget the date and the day this happened. 10 October 2013, Thursday. Will always be in my mind, InsyaAllah.

Nevermind.

I was thinking of editing, designing this blog just now.. So, that's what i'm doing just now. but suddenly, when i'm "busy" editting.. BAM!

"Aw, snap! something went wrong while displaying this webpage. to continue, reload or go to another page."

Like whatt? All of my hard work just now gone just like that! So, i just fed up cause no one will ever read this blog. So, yeah. Who cares?

Till then, I wanna take my lunch. Actually I wanna take it along time ago. But then, Auntie Nadhirah is using the kitchen. So, yeah..

Alhamdulillah..

Today; as usual, Ayah went out to find for dual-sim phone, cars and school. Alhamdulillah, Ayah went home with a great news which is he got a car :)

And it is ESTIMA! The same as what we had at Malaysia. The differences is that now, the colour is white while at Malaysia, the colour is silver. That's all. Alhamdulillah, thank you Allah for everything.

I hope we can find a permanent home for our one year stay after this. And also i hope we can find a school for us so that i can get knowledge and experience here; at this land of the kangaroo. Ameen.

Playground

We went to play at a playground just now.. The playground is just across the street. We played the monkey bars, the swing and even the slide! havoc. haha.

It had been a long time i didn't play one. For the first time when i am thirteen! x9 When me and Kak Ina is playing the swing, a train pass infront of us. And we wave at it! xD

And we played the monkey bars until our hands are red. Haha i can still remember that when i was twelve, we ALWAYS plays the playground after post UPSR n PSRA.

One day, our beloved class teacher; Teacher Sazrina, she bring us to a big playground at Taman Tasik Cempaka.

We seldom go to the big playground because it is kinda far. We usually plays at a "not-so-big" playground but we enjoy playing at it so much ;D it is "not-so-far", though.

So, one day; like i said just now. Teacher Sazrina bring us to the big playground! We play like crazy! We climb on top of the monkey bar and stuffs.

We HANGOUT at the monkey bar. ahaha xD But then the time has come for us to go back to our school. Teacher Sazrina saw us doing that but Teacher was just like smiling and then call us to go back to our school.

But awwhh poor Hanah; one of my bestie. She wanna jump to the ground; go down from the monkey bar. But then, she fell and her butt hurts. Poor her.

But poor me too! Because the playground is far away from our school, along the "journey" there are many obstacles. One of them is like a monkey bar, but it goes higher and higher.

I can only go until level 2. Sarah can go till level 5. While Syasya till level 6! I tried again, and i can reach until level 8! Well, actually it's because they helped me ;P hehe.

But, becuase it gets higher and higher, the center of gravity gets higher too! Then, i spend the rest of the day; and also the days after that day, with my armpits hurts so badly. Poor me.. TT

Today

Today went as usual. Usual as what as at Putrajaya, Malaysia. Our home sweet home.

Ibu started her studies or work i don't know, today. While ayah went out to send Ibu and to search for a car for us, dual-sim phone for them and for our school, maybe?

So yeah, today my siblings and i will be staying in the homestay all day.

Nothing much happens.. Basically the same as what as at Putrajaya. Everything went fine except for that El conquer the Tab like it's his. So annoying. But well, i got to use this laptop so i should be grateful.

Okay, maybe that's all! I wanna take my lunch.

"Helloy"

*knock knock knock* ding dong.

Kak Za asks me to open the door but i don't want to because i don't know who is knocking. Then, Kak Za is thinking like what I'm thinking. So, i just say to her, "Maybe it's Ibu or Ayah" then Kak Za just open the door.

Just for a sec. Kak Za closed the door. Suddenly. I ask her why. Then she said that there's an Australian in front of the door saying "Helloy" and she's shocked, maybe? hahaha.

Half a minute after that, the Auntie Nadhirah come. She "chat" with the Australian and we gotta know that actually the Australian is actually Auntie Anataliya's husband/son, i don't know cause i didn't see his face.
He said that she's giving us a playground set. Don't even ask me why cause i son't even know why!

We wanna give the playground set back because it is "too big". And it's becuase we're just staying at this house for a week. How can we moved it later?

So, Ayah and El walk to their house to say that we want to give the playground set back to them, but then, they already closes the door and went inside. So, we just keep the playground set. Infront of this homestay house.

Coldness

We went to the, i'm not sure what's it's called but i guess it's city circle tram or something? It's a tram that goes around the Melbourne city over and over.

Actually, like a said yesterday, we're planning to go to a Zoo. Because it's Sunday and it is FREEE. But then, Ayah said that there's a chance of shower.

So yeah, we decided to just go to the city circle tram; or something. We woke up at 6 am Australia time which is 3 am Malaysia time! It is so freaking cold eventhough we didn't switch on ANY fan or air conditioner or anything.

We ate breakfast; which is bread and scramble egg. Not to critic or something. It's just my opinion. So, don't judge me. I think, the taste of the bread is not the same. Not the same as what as i usually eat at Malaysia.

Well, maybe because i'm not used to it because all of this time, i've been eating the exact same type of bread. All the time.Gotta get used to it soon, though.

Okay, continues our story. So we woke up and toke our breakfast and get ready and stuffs. I wore a "dress" that i usually wear at Malaysia. But the difference is that i wore it with a cardigan.

The moment we wanna step out of the house, it's raining.. Then we wait and wait. After half a minute or something, it is still raining.. But not as heavy as the first time.

So, Ayah decided to just through the rain because we're just going to board a tram. It is so freaking cold. So freaking freezing cold. Feel like Anna in frozen :b haha. It's just raining. Not snowing!

We wore A LOT of clothes, sweaters, cashmere and such. But it is still too cold for us. But then, we just continue our walk eventhough i feel like we're penguins. Seriously.

When we walk and walk and walk until we're near to the "city". We saw other people, just wearing short sleeves or sleeveless cloth and shorts!

Sorta embarrassed but what could we do? We just ignore their stare and be like a boss.

We board the tram. I sit besides Ibu, Ayah, El and Icha in the tram. While Kak Ina and Kak Za sits with Ady and the stroller at the other side of the tram.

The tram takes like 12 minutes or something to go around the Melbourne City.. And it is so freaking bored and sleepy! I can't even understand what they are saying like, "Own yourg lheft you can see a bla bla blaa"

It was so freaking bored and sleepy i didn't realize that i slept for a moment in the tram :b hehe. Just for a moment, and then i'm fresh againn.

I can see El, Kak Ina, Kak Za n Ady sleep too :P haha. i wanna take a photo of them sleeping, but i just can take El's because the moment i want to take Kak Ina and Kak Za's, we're arrived - the tram journey is "over".

I get out of the tram with El and Ayah. But Ibu, Icha, Kak Ina, Kak Za and Ady didn't seem to get out of the tram with us because it's havoc with peoples in the tram and they didn't manage to handle the stroller - and Ady, sleeping.

So, we're stranded. Stranded in the middle of Melbourne City. We stay at one side of the road. Then, Ayah said that he'll be going i don't know for a minute. So, El and i, wait and wait and wait.

After a quarter of minute, we can see Ayah, Ibu, Icha, Kak Ina, Kak Za and Ady, come out from a corner of the side of the road. It's magic. It's a miracle. I don't even know WHERE Ayah went to. Whatever it is, Alhamdulillah :)

After we board the tram, we walk around Melbourne City, window shopping and such. When we're walking, we saw - i mean, my sisters and i - saw an electronic shop and there's two "model doll" of a boy or something.

At first i was like, "Why's there a "doll" in an electronic shop? Pffttt" But then we realize it's an ordinary human being! Pfftt, so immature. haha, so you think you're matured, Ma? :P

We walk and walk, suddenly Icha get restless. We stopped and figured out that her toy is missing. So, Ayah need to turn back to search for her toy so that she stop crying.

We continue our walk. We walk and walk, Icha's toy went missing again -- So, El turn back and go search for Icha's toy.

We walk and walk until we "arrived" to Queen Victoria Market. I just stay outside with Ayah, Kak Ina and Icha. While Ibu, Kak Za, El and Ady went into the supermarket. I don't wanna go into the market because it is so havoc in there.

So we wait and wait. After half an hour or something, Ibu, Kak Za, El and Ady went out of the supermarket. They bought sweet cherries, mango and bananas. Actually, Ady wants the banana. So, Ibu just bought it for him.

We eat the fruits and took pictures with Ayah camera. But then, Ady wants to use the camera. We don't allow him because the camera is too heavy fro him. So, we bring out Ibu's camera and give it to him.

After we "finished" eating. We want to board a tram to go back to our house. When we're on the tram, I sit besides Ibu, Ayah, Icha and Ady. Then, I ask Ady where's the camera. And then he said, "Ehh, tertinggal" "(I left it behind)" Without feeling guilty!

And i was like, " Where's the camera, Ady?" Because i thought he's joking or something. Then Ibu n Ayah joined our conversation asking Ady where's the camera.

Finally, we found out that it is true Ady left the camera. So, without further ado, we just stop at the nest station eventhough our house is faraway from it. Ayah; without thinking twice, turn back and run to the last station we stopped.

We wait and wait for Ayah with hope that Ayah come back with the camera. We wait and wait and wait for half an hour or something, finally we can see Ayah. Running back to us. Without the camera.

And now, we've lost the camera. Forever. And now, our selfie photo in the camera are now resting in peace in this land of the kangaroo.

We took the incident as a lesson. To not let Ady be responsible for anything. So, we just board a bus (tram replacement because the tram to our house is upgrading their power or something). Board our bus to our house.

We arrived to our house in the afternoon. We rest for awhile and after we prayed Asar prayer, we - Kak Za and I- bake brownies.

That night, -just now-, i helped Ibu to take our clothes at the place where we hanged the clothes. MasyaAllah, I can see the stars and the stars are so bright! The moon is full.. SubhanAllah.

I've never seen anything like that before at Malaysia. I dunno whether it's because there's light all over Putrajaya or I am the one that's not going outside. Well, whatever it is, Alhamdulillah :)

Beep Beep

Just now, i helped Ibu to  prepare chicken rice. When we're busy cooking and preparing, suddenly..

BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP

We don't know where did the sound came from but it is so loud i feel like i'm going to be deaf! A minute later, we found out that it is because of the smoke alarm..

So we just switch on the fan and it went normal again. Such a tragedy. haha xD I'll never forget, InsyaAllah.

Today i didn't bake the brownies because i procrastinated :P hehe. But Ibu ask us to bake it tomorrow. Gotta bake it because i don't wanna make Ibu feel "sad". I'm such a good daughter am i? ^^ hehe, InsyaAllah.

Besides, Kak Za promised with me that she will help baking the brownie. So, things will be easier, InsyaAllah. 

Differences.

Yesterday Ibu said that Subuh prayer is at 4 am and i was like "that is so earlyy. how could i wake up?" but when i convert the time, 4 am are actually 1 am in Malaysia.

In Malaysia, i usually sleep at 2 am or something, so i can just stay up, can't i? So, i just stay up, using the laptop.. Until it's 2 am Australia time, Kak Ina wants to sleep. So, she asks me to switch off the lights.

And i was like "okay" cause i can still stay up, using the laptop cause the lights from the screen can help me see the keyboard or anything i wantt.

So, i switch off the lights.. But then, i can't see anything. I can't even see the keyboard ._. So yeah, i shut down the laptop and went to bed.

This morning, i woke up late and need to qadha' my Subuh prayer. Well, dduh. Of course. The time differences between Malaysia and Australia is 3 hours! Well, not "Malaysia" and "Australia" it's Putrajaya and Melbourne, to make it clear.

So i woke up late and qadha' my Subuh prayer, and Kak Ina scolded me. She said, "What's the use of staying up when you still qadha' your Subuh prayer?"

And i was kinda mad to her but i guess she's just jealous of me because i can use the laptop till 2 am and she can't or something? :P

Today; for breakfast i ate a bowl of Milo DUO cereal and milk and cekodok. Yes, CEKODOK! Ibu made em. So delicious~ haha #havoc.

Just now, Ibu said that i can bake! And Ibu ask me to bake a brownie. Because the house owner; Auntie Nadhirah had supplied the ingredients and equipments and stuffs.

But, i dunno whether i want to bake the brownie or not because Ibu said that it's for a guess. A guess that helped us to find a house. I mean this house.

Nahhh. If it is true it is for a guess, i'll never wanna bake it. Everything i bake never seems to be as what it is supposed to be. But thank God, Alhamdulillah the taste is not that bad :b

Ibu plans to cook chicken rice tonight! For the guess and us :) Well, i'll help Ibu so that i "don't have any time" to bake the brownies. heheh.

We've just come back from a walk and a little bit of "shopping" and "our" neighbor's garage sale. I didn't bought anything. Only Ibu bought something. Which is 3 clothes for 5AUD. If i'm not mistaken.

Our first garage sale! Which is at Aunt Anataliya's house, if i'm not mistaken. again.

So, at 6:30 pm or something, our guess come. Aunty Mel and Uncle Adib. they have 2 daughters and a son. Their daughters are so cute! Their names are i don't know but they call it "Yuna" and "Maira". Ehh, wasn't that's my name? lol. jk. haha.

Yuna is so cute because she can't speak "properly" and she pronounce "b" as "d" like, Kak Ina ask her how many friends did she has. ans she was like, "Danyak laaa" "(There's manyyy)". So cute and funny xD

After finish eating and chi-chatting, they went back home. Ayah said that he's planning to bring us to a Zoo tomorrow I'm sort excited but lazy also.. .

Home?

Finally we're arrived to Melbourne! We will be staying at a homestay at Railway Street, Coburg, Victoria for a weeks or something? Everything went just fine, Alhamdulillah.

But there's something we sorta confused.. At the Melbourne Airport, before they allow us to exit to Melbourne, they ask us to line up at a red line with our bags and stuffs. And i was like "What are they going to do? Is there any sensor or anything underneath this red carpet?"

For your information, any raw food are not allowed to be bring to Melbourne. Like meat or fish or nuts or peanuts. Pfftt i don't even know why people wanna bring that sort of stuffs.

While we're waiting, then come a "policewoman" with her dog. THE DOG IS SO CUTE. Apparently, she use the dog to sniff our bag to check whether we bring some food or anything.

So yeah, we dunno whether we can touch the bag or not but then ayah say that we can touch it because the dog is not wet.. yeayyy! And ayah said that the dog is trained to not make the bags or luggage or anything wet or somethingg.

After we're allowed to exit the Melbourne Airport, we "stopped" a taxi to go to our homestay house. To make it clear, it is a van taxi. It is so it can carry all of our bags and us! And there's so many spaces left eventhough we're in it. I'm impressed. ahahha.

After 30 minutes or something, we arrived to our homestay. Pretty much, okay cause there's WIFI! Cause if not, how can I make this blog? dduh. haha, Alhamdulillah..

But it is so tiring i sleep right away after i come in the room. hehhe. After i woke up, Ibu and ayah "invite" us to go take a walk around Coburg. The main purpose is to find and buy a sim and a phone for them and to buy a car. And to eat also :D

It's not that difficult to find halal food here. You can find kebab, halal pizza and also martabak and teh tarae!

Because we don't have any car, we need to walk.. It's not that tiring but did you remember how i ignore the warning announcement in the aeroplane? yeahh, maybe that's why i got the jet lag by time to time while we're walking. So frustratingg.

We walk and walk. We stop for a second if we wanna window shopping or shop. Or to eat or catch up with the others. We walk and walk and walk until suddenly we're at Brunswick! Can you believe it? Cause i can't believe it. lol.

As what i say just now, we're living at Railway Street, Coburg. So there's trams' railway everywhereee! Cause we're too tired, we board on the tram :) Such a nice experience I'll never forget. InsyaAllah.

We thought that if we wanna board a tram, we need to have this sorta card called "MyKi". It's sorta like touch n go but it's for tram. Like the tram's fee, sorta. I dunno.

But when we board the tram, nobody actually uses that card! We're so curious to know whyy. And embarrassed a little also cause we're like "deer enters a village" ahaah xD But then we stop being awkward and be awesome instead like nothing actually happens :P heheh.

Second Time.

It's 2:20 am and yeah, I'm still in the aeroplane. Gotta sleep for only 3 hours because Ayah said that it's Subh prayer time already. Ibu n Kak Za is using the toilet. so now I'm waiting for my turn to take my wudhu'. Had been siting here for hours! A little bit bored. A lot actually. Hehh.. Okay, it's my turn now!

Arrggghhhh!! Why did this happen to me? Again? I wanna take my wudhu' for Subh prayer and it happens to me again!! There's an announcement saying that i should be siting at the my seat -- so frustratingg. f i could i would wanna get out of the toilet but Ibu said that Subh prayer time will be over in 30 minutes.

So yeah, i just continue taking my wudhu', while the toilet shakes like an earthquake even worse than the first time. But whatever it is, Alhamdulillah because i can pray before the time is over :) eventhough it is so awkwardd hahhaha.

em ae es. (MAS)

It's 11pm Malaysia time now.. I'm in the aeroplane.. And it is MAS! haha i can still remember how childish are my friends (and i :P) plays the big slide at the playground at Taman Tasik Cempaka. (hehh. i don't usually join them. but still.)The playground that we would play at anytime we could.

We called the big slide as "MAS". Everytime i heard that three letter, I'll remember my childhood friend; Syasya and my so-called pal; Batrisyia and also all of my "girl friends" that "board" the MAS :) haha, memories~

I'm boarding the real MAS now. It's not the same, though. Well, of course dduh. But it's just the same cause i'm writing in my "diary" to make memories. haha.

I'm so happy today! Double happy! Cause three of my beloved teachers and one of my Ustaz wishes me a Happy Birthday! This is how it's "sound";

"Happy birthday to you sweet girl. May Allah protect you always"

"selamat hari lahir,,semoga sentiasa dalam lindungan Allah sentiasa.."

Happy birthday ma  may Allah bless u here n hereafter~~

"Sanah helwah..moga mjd insan yg 'cmrlang' d sisi Allah.'cmrlang' akhlak,'cmrlang' pkaian,'cmrlang' cra hdup,'cmrlang' kata2"

Translated:

"Happy birthday to you sweet girl. May Allah protects you always"

"Happy Birthday, May Allah protects you always"

"Happy birthday, Ma  May Allah bless you here n hereafter."

Happy Birthday.. May be be the human that is outstanding in the sight of God. Excellent in character, excellent in clothing, excellent in the way of life and excellent in your words"

Aww how i miss em all.. My teachers and Ustaz, my friends who wishes me, my friends who still cares towards me TT

One more thing, Google also wishes me a happy birthday! Ahaha and also i got a gift from anonymous at ask.fm. Well, i guess maybe it's programmed to be delivered. Cause one of my senior at my old school who shares the same birhdate with me also got a gift at ask.fm.

And there's someone who makes me happy the most is my own sister; Kak Za! Don't ask me why suddenly she's so kind to me. I've never been that kind to her. hahha. (she had never been that kind to me too :P)

The story is sorta like this;

I was sitting at a seat number 26G, while Kak Za was at 26K. 26H is sitten by a stranger which is so awkward. Behind Kak Za's seat is Ady's, and besides Ady is El.

Kak Za pass the phone to me through El, asking me to turn the mode to Airplane Mode. And i was like, "okay, but can't you do it yourself? --"

After I turned the phone mode to Airplane Mode, then Kak Za pass me a parcel or something and i was like "what's now?" but the moment i wanna spill that word out, i can see a sticker written a sentence "Happy Birthday" on it.

I sorta shocked cause i can't even remember it's my birthday! lol. So i just look at her and threw a smile and "Thank you" Well, what could i do besides of that? I've never ever actually give anything to her, i guess. haha, sorry Kak Za.

Owh Allah, thank you for the meeting me with my Teacher and Ustaz that's so kind and nice. and thank you too for the people who wishes me a happy birthday and also for those who cares towards me. Thank you for the happy family i have. Alhamdulillah.

My handwriting must be so bad right now cause i'm in the aeroplane and i can't see! I wanna switch on my reading lights but then, i don't wanna disturb the other passengers. huhh, whatever it is! As long as i can read it backkk, InsyaAllah.

Well, just now i wanna go to the toilet cause i wanna take my wudhu'. But then, the moment i JUST LOCKED the toilet's door, i hear an announcement, " Due to bad weather, please be sited at your seat and fasten your seat belt"

And i was sorta like nervous or something. But then i just ignore it and go to the toilet and take my wudhu'. Kinda regret it because i gotta take my wudhu' while the toilet is shaking all the time. Not that shaking, but it's sorta like an earthquake in there.

Hahha i remember how nervous am i the moment the aeroplane is going to take off. Well, TBH it had been such a long time since the last time i "board" one. It's like 2 years or something!

Actually, i wanna wrote something at the airport too. But, it's kinda havoc at the airport just now. With the peoples who wanna send us and with the bags and stuffs.

We brought 10 pull bags - 8 bags for each one of us and 2 bags for the documents, laptops, Tab, gadgets and stuffs, and 10 handbags - 2 of them is Ibu's, 2 of them is Kak Ina's, 2 of them is mine, one of them is Ayah's, one of them is Kak Za's, one of them is Aisha's and one of them is the camera bag.

*sigh* how can we bring the bags later? neither i don't wanna think about it ._.

BTW, there's an incident happened at the airport just now. I dunno how to explain it, but Ady went missing! No one had actually realize it until Ibu's name is heard through the KLIA airport's speakers.

I guess maybe that's all for now cause i wanna sleep but actually i don't wanna because i wanna play games using the "computer" that's provided to each seat but i'm just too tired so maybe i gotta sleep no matter what.

FYI, because we gotta "board" the flight on 7:50 pm, we gotta pray Maghrib and Isya' Jamak Qasar in the aeroplane! Sorta awkward because it's my first time pray while sitting and because there's a stranger sitting next to me watching me praying ._.

Here I come!!

It's 11:14 now.. But we're ready eventhough we will be boarding the flight on 7:50 pm. heheh. There will be peoples gather at our house to "let we go" ahah xD Sorta like a farewell party or somethingg. Most of them are actually our family and close relatives and ayah's staffs. Basically.

But whatever it is, I AM SO HAPPY TODAY!! Cause a Teacher of mine wishes me a Happy Birthday :) *sigh* I should have been grateful for everything i have TT

Okay, gotta go. I wanna take my shower and wait for Mak Nek to come bringing the food for lunchhh!! And also for the "farewell party" x]

The Day

Today is the day! It is the 13th February 2014! Which means it's my birthday and i'm officially thirteen! JYEAH. My thirteen resolutions are to always take care of my Imaan and health, (like i actually know how to take care of my health --) to be more feminine and stuffs.

Yep, feminine! You know what i'm so not feminine people say i'm "garang" like you know, all of the boys are frightened of me cause pernah satu kali, one time, i yelled at Azzam and the whole class terkedu like goes on a long silent. krik krik moment. Until our class teacher asks us to continue our work.

Okay, back to the topic. One of my thirteen resolutions are to ALWAYS writes a journal. So that i can save the memories forever, InsyaAllah, Ameen.

And, yeahh. Today is also the day my family and I will be going to Melbourne! I am so lucky, hahha. ("lucky". my birthday aren't even celebrated. but whatevs) I can't deny it that I'm sorta excited for it. (Okay, actually i'm trying hard to deny it) hehhe. i hope everything will be just fine, Ameen.

Well, just now, i told my besties about it. Actually i've told them a long time ago but maybe because of school and stuffs they can't remember it.. And when i told them again just now, they were like shocked or something?

I kinda "sad" cause they can't remember it. But then, one of them makes me so happy! She updated a status just for me. JUST FOR ME! Saying that i gotta take care and always keep in touch. Well, if i could, i would wanna tell her everything about it. hahah jk.

I'm so touched cause no one had ever actually made a post for me like that. I'm so grateful to Allah for bringing me a bestie like Add in my life. Thank you, Allah. Even though we had been through hard times, fight over and over again. But well, maybe that's what make it special :)

Today is my birthday, (i've told you earlier) but no one wishes me.. yet? Sorta sad but can't i be more logical? Like, it's Thursday's school day dude! Well whatever it is, I'm still happy though because of Add's post and also because yesterday a junior from my old school mentioned me in her blog's post :) FYI, our birthdate is the same :b heheh.

This is what she wrote in her blog, at the bottom of a post, "I just remembered that tomorrow is my birthday.. (and Aiman Humaira)" Like, seriously? She knew my birthday? I'm not that close to her. The only reason we knew each other is because our father are best friends since they are in Form 4.

Well, it makes me realize that all of this time, why did i bother with the people who hated me while there are people who still care towards me?

*sigh* Many things happened recently. I fought with one of my besties. She said that I'm a hypocrite or something? It's not that she said to me like that, but the way she wanna advice me was LIKE she's saying me like that.

TBH, it is true. It is true that I'm a hypocrite, sort of. But can't her advice me nicely? I'm just being me. Cause i know that, "It is better to be hated for what you are, than to be loved for what you are not." I'm just being me. Can't she just accept me for who i am?

But if i think positively, actually i guess it's not that she's trying to embarrassed me or to blame me or something. She's actually trying to lead me to be a better person. To be a better friend!

Owhh, Allah TT Thank you for opening my heart to accept this "harsh" by me advice, to think positively. I hope i'll be more positive after this, and i hope that my friendship with Sarah will be as "usual" again. I hope she'll accept me back again and i hope that i'll be a better person after this, Ameen.

Well, maybe that's all cause i gotta take my beauty sleep so that i'll be ready for tomorrow's adventure!