Today is the last day of holiday and tomorrow will be the first day of school after a 2 week school break. (lol, of course ;p) So.. yeah. FYI, i baked Milo Muffin just now :) And we ate Fish n Chips for lunch just now!! SO FREAKIN YUMMY :9
BTW, i know that it's not nice to post about what i hate or whatsoever like *simpan dendam, post about your anger to someone. BUT, i hate El! He is so annoying. Just now when i helped Ibu to make Fish n Chips, El uses the laptop. And then, after i finish helped Ibu, i ask him for the laptop.
And then, he didn't give it to me. Like, he has been using it for along time! Why can't i use it?? But Alhamdulillah i got it now. Because i force El to go pray Asr prayer, and then he ask Ady to "keep" it and then Kak Za get it from Ady and then Kak Za give it to me :) Alhamdulillah alhamdulillah.
And alhamdulillah because the internet is faster now. Eventhough it is not as fast as the first time we use it, atleast it is faster than yesterday :) Alhamdulillah.. Okay, back to the topic, tomorrow's school! Gahhh excited yet "nervous" at the same time. TBH, i'm excited everytime i'm about to go to school.
Can't wait for the new adventure!! But i'm nervous and lazy too about things like, tomorrow i have to tell a horror story at Drama class. everyone have to. (like i've said) I hope i could tell it clearly and scary-ly (lol). I hope because of that, i could change people's perspective about me :) Ameen.
I guess people
Ceren is with Hidayet. Even Esin (the shy girl) has her own friend. Nora, Lylah and Larissah. Only Sonja doesn't have any friend. i guess she is like Nurin. like, kinda messy or something like that. I think it's not good to leave Sonja alone like, "don't let anyone be Sonja's friend" so i think maybe i'll have to be her friend and make people change their perspective about Sonja.
But i don't have the guts to do so. And everytime i am with Sonja, everyone is trying to avoid us. Like when an Asian girl (Danica) approach me, and ask me what's my name and stuffs. Lastly she ask,"So, you've been friend with Sonja?" And i was like.. "Yeaa" because Sonja IS THERE.
I can't easily say that I've never be her friend. And Danica was like.. *go away from us. And it makes me so sad :( So, i guess this "early time" i think I'll friend with someone else and when i have the guts to ATLEAST communicate with people and stuffs, I'll be her friend :)
But, eventhough i don't have any friend in my class, Alhamdulillah i have SOME friend. I have one in French class. Her name is Annie :) She is so kind. The first time i met her was in French class (of course) I enter the class and just sit in the corner because nobody sits there and it is far from everyone! lol.
And then, Annie came and say to Madame Matthews,"Can i sit besides her" And Madame Matthews said,"Yes, of course" Like, of course ;p Then, i gotta know that she is a new girl too. She just came to the school a week before i came. She is so nice. She help me through my classes and stuffs. But she is so weird.
She have been in that school for only a week and then she was like,"Do you want to meet my boyfriend?" I was like, wth? And then, my perspective about her changed. In Drama class, i have two friends. They are my first friend ever. They are my buddy that Mr. Peak picks during my first day of school.
Their name is Zainab and Aminah :) Zainab is so kind too. She lend me her book so that i could write any notes or whatsoever. Aminah.. idk. But I guess they aren't friends because Zainab once ask me,"If Aminah ask you to NOT be my friend, will you not be my friend?" And i was like.. awkwardd..
I was like,"Yes?" cause ican't even understand what is she talking about. And then she ask the question again and i was like.. owhh.. And i was like so awkward i replied "I will be your friend" Like, you know! That typical Malaysian slang. So embarassing >..<
And then there's someone i can't remember what's her name is because she is not in my class say something about Aminah like, "Aminah is bossy. She like to conquer the class like it's hers" Something like that and i was like.. okay.. And Sosek talk about her too..
Like, in our Science class, our teacher teaches us about i can't remember but it's about identifying a sheep or something and Sosek was like, "No, it's Aminah" *jahat. bad ain't her! I don't really like her because she is so stubborn!!
I know it because her iPad had been *rampas taken by Miss Gray once because she use it for Kik and stuffs during class when Miss Gray didn't ask us to use our iPad (as if i have an iPad --) And she didn't sits properly in class. IT IS NOT NICE! AND I HATE IT.
Speaking of Miss Gray, AAARRGGHHH i just remember that i didn't send the narratives document yet. Gah i must do it today!! But the phone is at Kak Za so yeah. And i don't even know whether my grammar are right or wrong. I ask Kak Ina to correct it for me but she don't want to :'(
So i guess maybe I'll just have to send it. Eventhough there are so many mistakes and so *merepek. not logic. Let it be. Let it be.. What should i do? Hmm.. And BTW! I haven't buy all of the books yet. Like Mathematics textbook and stuffs. Maybe tomorrow or idk.
And BTW again! I tried searching for Syrian hijab at Twins of Faiths because it would be easy if I had one so that i didn't have to wear shawl durin PE and it will be *mengelebeh all the time. We found one. But then, you know how much it costs? 20AUD!! And i was like.. nvm.
I could just borrow Kak Ina's or whatevs, right? ;D And i just want to wear it like, during PE only. The next period, I'll change to my ordinary school shawl. lowl. And BTW, i guess Farrah didn't "like" me. Like, not so because i guess because i keep asking her question like,"is there bla bla? what is bla bla?"
And she got annoyed or something? meh, idk. Whatever it is, I hope there will be a new kid tomorrow. So that I could be her friend :) Ameen!!
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