em ae es. (MAS)

It's 11pm Malaysia time now.. I'm in the aeroplane.. And it is MAS! haha i can still remember how childish are my friends (and i :P) plays the big slide at the playground at Taman Tasik Cempaka. (hehh. i don't usually join them. but still.)The playground that we would play at anytime we could.

We called the big slide as "MAS". Everytime i heard that three letter, I'll remember my childhood friend; Syasya and my so-called pal; Batrisyia and also all of my "girl friends" that "board" the MAS :) haha, memories~

I'm boarding the real MAS now. It's not the same, though. Well, of course dduh. But it's just the same cause i'm writing in my "diary" to make memories. haha.

I'm so happy today! Double happy! Cause three of my beloved teachers and one of my Ustaz wishes me a Happy Birthday! This is how it's "sound";

"Happy birthday to you sweet girl. May Allah protect you always"

"selamat hari lahir,,semoga sentiasa dalam lindungan Allah sentiasa.."

Happy birthday ma  may Allah bless u here n hereafter~~

"Sanah helwah..moga mjd insan yg 'cmrlang' d sisi Allah.'cmrlang' akhlak,'cmrlang' pkaian,'cmrlang' cra hdup,'cmrlang' kata2"

Translated:

"Happy birthday to you sweet girl. May Allah protects you always"

"Happy Birthday, May Allah protects you always"

"Happy birthday, Ma  May Allah bless you here n hereafter."

Happy Birthday.. May be be the human that is outstanding in the sight of God. Excellent in character, excellent in clothing, excellent in the way of life and excellent in your words"

Aww how i miss em all.. My teachers and Ustaz, my friends who wishes me, my friends who still cares towards me TT

One more thing, Google also wishes me a happy birthday! Ahaha and also i got a gift from anonymous at ask.fm. Well, i guess maybe it's programmed to be delivered. Cause one of my senior at my old school who shares the same birhdate with me also got a gift at ask.fm.

And there's someone who makes me happy the most is my own sister; Kak Za! Don't ask me why suddenly she's so kind to me. I've never been that kind to her. hahha. (she had never been that kind to me too :P)

The story is sorta like this;

I was sitting at a seat number 26G, while Kak Za was at 26K. 26H is sitten by a stranger which is so awkward. Behind Kak Za's seat is Ady's, and besides Ady is El.

Kak Za pass the phone to me through El, asking me to turn the mode to Airplane Mode. And i was like, "okay, but can't you do it yourself? --"

After I turned the phone mode to Airplane Mode, then Kak Za pass me a parcel or something and i was like "what's now?" but the moment i wanna spill that word out, i can see a sticker written a sentence "Happy Birthday" on it.

I sorta shocked cause i can't even remember it's my birthday! lol. So i just look at her and threw a smile and "Thank you" Well, what could i do besides of that? I've never ever actually give anything to her, i guess. haha, sorry Kak Za.

Owh Allah, thank you for the meeting me with my Teacher and Ustaz that's so kind and nice. and thank you too for the people who wishes me a happy birthday and also for those who cares towards me. Thank you for the happy family i have. Alhamdulillah.

My handwriting must be so bad right now cause i'm in the aeroplane and i can't see! I wanna switch on my reading lights but then, i don't wanna disturb the other passengers. huhh, whatever it is! As long as i can read it backkk, InsyaAllah.

Well, just now i wanna go to the toilet cause i wanna take my wudhu'. But then, the moment i JUST LOCKED the toilet's door, i hear an announcement, " Due to bad weather, please be sited at your seat and fasten your seat belt"

And i was sorta like nervous or something. But then i just ignore it and go to the toilet and take my wudhu'. Kinda regret it because i gotta take my wudhu' while the toilet is shaking all the time. Not that shaking, but it's sorta like an earthquake in there.

Hahha i remember how nervous am i the moment the aeroplane is going to take off. Well, TBH it had been such a long time since the last time i "board" one. It's like 2 years or something!

Actually, i wanna wrote something at the airport too. But, it's kinda havoc at the airport just now. With the peoples who wanna send us and with the bags and stuffs.

We brought 10 pull bags - 8 bags for each one of us and 2 bags for the documents, laptops, Tab, gadgets and stuffs, and 10 handbags - 2 of them is Ibu's, 2 of them is Kak Ina's, 2 of them is mine, one of them is Ayah's, one of them is Kak Za's, one of them is Aisha's and one of them is the camera bag.

*sigh* how can we bring the bags later? neither i don't wanna think about it ._.

BTW, there's an incident happened at the airport just now. I dunno how to explain it, but Ady went missing! No one had actually realize it until Ibu's name is heard through the KLIA airport's speakers.

I guess maybe that's all for now cause i wanna sleep but actually i don't wanna because i wanna play games using the "computer" that's provided to each seat but i'm just too tired so maybe i gotta sleep no matter what.

FYI, because we gotta "board" the flight on 7:50 pm, we gotta pray Maghrib and Isya' Jamak Qasar in the aeroplane! Sorta awkward because it's my first time pray while sitting and because there's a stranger sitting next to me watching me praying ._.

Here I come!!

It's 11:14 now.. But we're ready eventhough we will be boarding the flight on 7:50 pm. heheh. There will be peoples gather at our house to "let we go" ahah xD Sorta like a farewell party or somethingg. Most of them are actually our family and close relatives and ayah's staffs. Basically.

But whatever it is, I AM SO HAPPY TODAY!! Cause a Teacher of mine wishes me a Happy Birthday :) *sigh* I should have been grateful for everything i have TT

Okay, gotta go. I wanna take my shower and wait for Mak Nek to come bringing the food for lunchhh!! And also for the "farewell party" x]

The Day

Today is the day! It is the 13th February 2014! Which means it's my birthday and i'm officially thirteen! JYEAH. My thirteen resolutions are to always take care of my Imaan and health, (like i actually know how to take care of my health --) to be more feminine and stuffs.

Yep, feminine! You know what i'm so not feminine people say i'm "garang" like you know, all of the boys are frightened of me cause pernah satu kali, one time, i yelled at Azzam and the whole class terkedu like goes on a long silent. krik krik moment. Until our class teacher asks us to continue our work.

Okay, back to the topic. One of my thirteen resolutions are to ALWAYS writes a journal. So that i can save the memories forever, InsyaAllah, Ameen.

And, yeahh. Today is also the day my family and I will be going to Melbourne! I am so lucky, hahha. ("lucky". my birthday aren't even celebrated. but whatevs) I can't deny it that I'm sorta excited for it. (Okay, actually i'm trying hard to deny it) hehhe. i hope everything will be just fine, Ameen.

Well, just now, i told my besties about it. Actually i've told them a long time ago but maybe because of school and stuffs they can't remember it.. And when i told them again just now, they were like shocked or something?

I kinda "sad" cause they can't remember it. But then, one of them makes me so happy! She updated a status just for me. JUST FOR ME! Saying that i gotta take care and always keep in touch. Well, if i could, i would wanna tell her everything about it. hahah jk.

I'm so touched cause no one had ever actually made a post for me like that. I'm so grateful to Allah for bringing me a bestie like Add in my life. Thank you, Allah. Even though we had been through hard times, fight over and over again. But well, maybe that's what make it special :)

Today is my birthday, (i've told you earlier) but no one wishes me.. yet? Sorta sad but can't i be more logical? Like, it's Thursday's school day dude! Well whatever it is, I'm still happy though because of Add's post and also because yesterday a junior from my old school mentioned me in her blog's post :) FYI, our birthdate is the same :b heheh.

This is what she wrote in her blog, at the bottom of a post, "I just remembered that tomorrow is my birthday.. (and Aiman Humaira)" Like, seriously? She knew my birthday? I'm not that close to her. The only reason we knew each other is because our father are best friends since they are in Form 4.

Well, it makes me realize that all of this time, why did i bother with the people who hated me while there are people who still care towards me?

*sigh* Many things happened recently. I fought with one of my besties. She said that I'm a hypocrite or something? It's not that she said to me like that, but the way she wanna advice me was LIKE she's saying me like that.

TBH, it is true. It is true that I'm a hypocrite, sort of. But can't her advice me nicely? I'm just being me. Cause i know that, "It is better to be hated for what you are, than to be loved for what you are not." I'm just being me. Can't she just accept me for who i am?

But if i think positively, actually i guess it's not that she's trying to embarrassed me or to blame me or something. She's actually trying to lead me to be a better person. To be a better friend!

Owhh, Allah TT Thank you for opening my heart to accept this "harsh" by me advice, to think positively. I hope i'll be more positive after this, and i hope that my friendship with Sarah will be as "usual" again. I hope she'll accept me back again and i hope that i'll be a better person after this, Ameen.

Well, maybe that's all cause i gotta take my beauty sleep so that i'll be ready for tomorrow's adventure!