Inspired

Today I got inspired a lot by a tweet. It's a picture of people berebut rebut nak tangkap gambar of something I don't know, and there's this aged woman just looking at that something. The caption was, "live for the experience".

It made me realise, why do I keep wasting time on social media sites when there so many experiences to gain from this real world? All of a sudden I got this spark of excitement to go out and travel lol. But I probs can't rn, so I'm just going to learn and gain experience from my daily routine haha.

First Thursday of School

As what mentioned in the title above, it's the first school Thursday I've ever had. Sorta like the other days.. Except for that it's only at the same class!! Which is at my own class (of course) at J8 :) except for PE during the last period which is at the Gym. BTW, I've got my locker now..

So, I didn't have to carry that humongous bag that makes me look like a turtle -- Thank God. But then, I don't even know how to use the padlock -- krikrikrikrik And one more thin that makes it kinda difficult is that IT IS SO FARAWAY FROM HOMELAND. lol. jk.

It's that, we have to *ulang alik, go to our locker, and then to our class, and then to our locker, and then to our class. It's not that near you know.. And if we had ever left something, we had to excuse ourselves and go to our FARAWAY locker. If it's Malaysia, we don't even have to move to other class.

Our "locker" is in our class too. hmm.. But, thank God my locker is near to my class (J8) even though it is far from the others -- nevermind nevermind.. BTW, just to let you know that we used to go back fast from our school to pray Zuhr. But then, there are Daylight Savings and we have to minus 1 hour on our watch.

Which means, prayer time is minuses by 1 hour too. So, before this we could go back home fast to pray at about 3:20 pm. like that. But then, now we could go back home on actually 4:20 pm. Zuhr time is already ended right?? So, we have to pray AT THE SCHOOL by hook or by crook.

The first day, we asks the Muslims that wore hijab where did they pray.. And then they said that they didn't pray at school because everywhere had been stepped by our shoes. And i was like.. okay.. And then I asked Miss Gray, our Year 7 coordinator. (She is also my class teacher).

I asked her the exact same question on where could we pray. And then she was like,"This is a government school, so we don't provide a prayer room. Maybe you could just pray at the yard. There must be somewhere that you could pray" And i was like WTH?

Why can't you just give us to pray at our class or whatsoever? We didn't even use it during recess and lunch. But what should I do?  hmm.. So, we just pray besides a gate. Just because there are not so many people there at that time. Thank God. After we finished our prayer, suddenly there's a guy comes near to us.

And I was like, will he scold us? lol. But then, he actually wanna get out of the school. Kinda like skip school. And i was like, WTH? There's only ONE more period left, and he's trying to skip school? -- Whatever it is, the next day, which is yesterday, we didn't pray besides the gate because it is crowded with people.

So, we pray at a "empty space"? i don't even know, besides the office. After we finished our prayer, a group of Hijabians Muslims approaches us.. I thought they will be frobiding us to pray there and pray at somewhere else where THEY pray. But then, i guess they didn't even pray.

They sais that they will ask the principal whether there is a room for YOU to pray. I was grateful because she is helping us to ask the principal, but then i realized.. Why didn't she say,"for US ro pray"? I am so curious to know why. But I don't even know what to do either.

Today, we pray didn't pray besides the gate, nor besides the office, Cause like of course because there are many peoples there. So, we pray sort alike infront of a class at the end of the row of classes. Could you understand what i'm trying to tell you? If no, i don't even care -..-

So, we prayed there. On the first 2 days, we prayed together, but then today we prayed separatedly. Kak Za pray first, and then me. Because there are bird's poop everywhere we could just find a little spot eith no bird poops for us to pray. So, when Kak Za pray, i just stand there doing nothing.

And then, I see this one girl who wore hijab who walks besides a girl who doesn't wore hijab look at Kak Za. I could see that she's kinda shocked or somethin to see such a atrange sight. Hehh, I don't even know. And then, It's my turn to pray..

Anyways, we've tried asking the *kerani, officer if there's any room for us to pray, but then she said that they didn't have it too. So, gotta just pray anywhere for like, MONTHS. Ya Allah, ease everything, Ya Allah. Ameen.

Okay, this is random. On PE today we play Medic Ball or something? I can't even remember.. But i HATE IT! Cause it's boys and girls and boys could easily touch me and I HATE IT!! It makes me feel not safe. Kinda funny but seriously!! Erghh. Just forget about it.

And BTW, starting this term, for English & Humanities, we are divided into learning teams. I am the TIGERS!! JYEAH! Our team members are from the left are me, Esin, Ben, Nora, Lylah and Larissah :) Pity them cause I'm in their group ;p lol.

Random again, I cook dinner tonight!! It is Pizza Casserole :) But i didn't make the dough using the recipe "given" but i search for another "easy-pizza-dough" recipe instead. I even mixed it with a little pinch of seasoning. I layer them up with tomato sauce (cause we don't have any pizza sauce) and i sprinkled some of the "herbs" like Parsley and Basil leaves.

And then I layered them with minced meet that had been cooked with onions, carrots and some  black peppers maybe, i don't even know cause Kak Ina is the one who cook them. BTW, Kak Ina want to get angry just now because she say the minced meet (I am the one forced to defrost and rinse it) is too little and it doesn't enough.

And i was like, "What should we do? Just let it be" Sorta like that and she wanna be angry but I guess it is because she wanna reads Detective Conan -- I hate it when she got addicted to anything like, HIMYM or whatsoever. Just the same as Kak Za is addicted to KPOP --

Okay, back to our story, and then I top it with cheese and then repeat the process once again :) And voila! After that, I make Chocolate Pudding because we had a 2 days ago expired milk. It's not that it has expired, but the expiry date had passes 2 days ago. So, Ibu ask us to use the milk to make Chocolate Pudding. And then we make it :)

Tomorrow is a school holiday because it is ANZAC DAY! Ya, i know we can't celebrate ANZAC Day because they are against the Ottaman. Like, dduh. Even if we don't know it, we're not gonna be celebrating it; neither.

Anyways, InsyaAllah tomorrow we will be going to the PSW "shop" where we bought our school uniforms because we wanna buy a spray jacket sorta like, "konco" because this morning when we're going to our school, suddenly it rained. Not so heavy but still not so like a drizzle.

So, we opened our umbrella.. But then, the umbrella got inside out and when we're trying to fix it, we got wet.. So, we're going to buy the spray jacket.. Okay, i guess that's all. It's already 12:29 am. now.. Gotta sleep and wake up early tomorrow! If not, Ibu will scold me :S

School, Friends and Stuffs

Today is the last day of holiday and tomorrow will be the first day of school after a 2 week school break. (lol, of course ;p) So.. yeah. FYI, i baked Milo Muffin just now :) And we ate Fish n Chips for lunch just now!! SO FREAKIN YUMMY :9

BTW, i know that it's not nice to post about what i hate or whatsoever like *simpan dendam, post about your anger to someone. BUT, i hate El! He is so annoying. Just now when i helped Ibu to make Fish n Chips, El uses the laptop. And then, after i finish helped Ibu, i ask him for the laptop.

And then, he didn't give it to me. Like, he has been using it for along time! Why can't i use it?? But Alhamdulillah i got it now. Because i force El to go pray Asr prayer, and then he ask Ady to "keep" it and then Kak Za get it from Ady and then Kak Za give it to me :) Alhamdulillah alhamdulillah.

And alhamdulillah because the internet is faster now. Eventhough it is not as fast as the first time we use it, atleast it is faster than yesterday :) Alhamdulillah.. Okay, back to the topic, tomorrow's school! Gahhh excited yet "nervous" at the same time. TBH, i'm excited everytime i'm about to go to school.

Can't wait for the new adventure!! But i'm nervous and lazy too about things like, tomorrow i have to tell a horror story at Drama class. everyone have to. (like i've said) I hope i could tell it clearly and scary-ly (lol). I hope because of that, i could change people's perspective about me :) Ameen.

I guess people may thought that i'm shy. lol if only they know who am i actually are. Sigh i miss it how i could be crazy with my bestie. I could tell them what ever i wanted to.. Friends, i don't have any friend in my classroom. yet? idk. They all have their own friends. Like, Farrah is with Lana, Sosek and Adna.

Ceren is with Hidayet. Even Esin (the shy girl) has her own friend. Nora, Lylah and Larissah. Only Sonja doesn't have any friend. i guess she is like Nurin. like, kinda messy or something like that. I think it's not good to leave Sonja alone like, "don't let anyone be Sonja's friend" so i think maybe i'll have to be her friend and make people change their perspective about Sonja.

But i don't have the guts to do so. And everytime i am with Sonja, everyone is trying to avoid us. Like when an Asian girl (Danica) approach me, and ask me what's my name and stuffs. Lastly she ask,"So, you've been friend with Sonja?" And i was like.. "Yeaa" because Sonja IS THERE.

I can't easily say that I've never be her friend. And Danica was like.. *go away from us. And it makes me so sad :( So, i guess this "early time" i think I'll friend with someone else and when i have the guts to ATLEAST communicate with people and stuffs, I'll be her friend :)

But, eventhough i don't have any friend in my class, Alhamdulillah i have SOME friend. I have one in French class. Her name is Annie :) She is so kind. The first time i met her was in French class (of course) I enter the class and just sit in the corner because nobody sits there and it is far from everyone! lol.

And then, Annie came and say to Madame Matthews,"Can i sit besides her" And Madame Matthews said,"Yes, of course" Like, of course ;p Then, i gotta know that she is a new girl too. She just came to the school a week before i came. She is so nice. She help me through my classes and stuffs. But she is so weird.

 She have been in that school for only a week and then she was like,"Do you want to meet my boyfriend?" I was like, wth? And then, my perspective about her changed. In Drama class, i have two friends. They are my first friend ever. They are my buddy that Mr. Peak picks during my first day of school.

Their name is Zainab and Aminah :) Zainab is so kind too. She lend me her book so that i could write any notes or whatsoever. Aminah.. idk. But I guess they aren't friends because Zainab once ask me,"If Aminah ask you to NOT be my friend, will you not be my friend?" And i was like.. awkwardd..

I was like,"Yes?" cause ican't even understand what is she talking about. And then she ask the question again and i was like.. owhh.. And i was like so awkward i replied "I will be your friend" Like, you know! That typical Malaysian slang. So embarassing >..<

And then there's someone i can't remember what's her name is because she is not in my class say something about Aminah like, "Aminah is bossy. She like to conquer the class like it's hers" Something like that and i was like.. okay.. And Sosek talk about her too..

Like, in our Science class, our teacher teaches us about i can't remember but it's about identifying a sheep or something and Sosek was like, "No, it's Aminah" *jahat. bad ain't her! I don't really like her because she is so stubborn!!

I know it because her iPad had been *rampas taken by Miss Gray once because she use it for Kik and stuffs during class when Miss Gray didn't ask us to use our iPad (as if i have an iPad --) And she didn't sits properly in class. IT IS NOT NICE! AND I HATE IT.

Speaking of Miss Gray, AAARRGGHHH i just remember that i didn't send the narratives document yet. Gah i must do it today!! But the phone is at Kak Za so yeah. And i don't even know whether my grammar are right or wrong. I ask Kak Ina to correct it for me but she don't want to :'(

So i guess maybe I'll just have to send it. Eventhough there are so many mistakes and so *merepek. not logic. Let it be. Let it be.. What should i do? Hmm.. And BTW! I haven't buy all of the books yet. Like Mathematics textbook and stuffs. Maybe tomorrow or idk.

And BTW again! I tried searching for Syrian hijab at Twins of Faiths because it would be easy if I had one so that i didn't have to wear shawl durin PE and it will be *mengelebeh all the time. We found one. But then, you know how much it costs? 20AUD!! And i was like.. nvm.

I could just borrow Kak Ina's or whatevs, right? ;D And i just want to wear it like, during PE only. The next period, I'll change to my ordinary school shawl. lowl. And BTW, i guess Farrah didn't "like" me. Like, not so because i guess because i keep asking her question like,"is there bla bla? what is bla bla?"

And she got annoyed or something? meh, idk. Whatever it is, I hope there will be a new kid tomorrow. So that I could be her friend :) Ameen!!

Idk. Not in the mood.

Its had been "awhile". you know, suddenly our internet connection becomes slow. i don't even know whyy but i guess it's because i don't know what Aisha do but she makes the modem rings/beep or something? and  then i don't know what El do to stop it. And then the internet connection becomes slow.. until now..

I hope the internet will be okay again after this. Ameen!! BTW, school is just around the corner.. Owh noo!! Making me not in the mood. Plus that we have been going to Twins of Faith for 3 days and it is so tiring. Maybe I'll post about my adventure later cause it's already 10 pm. So yeahh

Again? !!

We baked cookies AGAIN!! yeahh, AGAIN!! It's a Milo Cookie :) I admit it, the recipe sais "Milo biscuit" but prefer cookie better, so yeah. The thing is, we had ALOT of Milo. Like a tin of them. We don't actually uses it that frequently. So, why did we bought it at the first place?

Hehh, actually we planned to run a business. A kek batik business!! But then, hmmph. Such a daydreamer. I guess we're just actually dreaming. So yeah, we're lefted with ALOT of Milo "supply". We don't even know what to do with it so.. i search for a cookie that ask for Milo and.. BOOM! i found it!!

So we baked it just now. And yeah. That's all. LOL.Will be baking it again soon cause Ibu love it and we should finish the Milo.. Btw, did you have any suggestion on what should i do with Milo? Do comment below!! Will really be appreciating it ^^ *like there are actually people who read thi --

Homeworks, Assignments and Stuffs

So, i had ALOT of homeworks to do. Eventhough it's only three days. It's not that much but still. For English, i got to do a Narrative assignment. I don't even know what on Earth is that, so i asked Farrah and she said that we should just make a made up story.

We should use Microsoft Word or any document-like to write it. So, i uses Ibu's Tab to write it, but then the Tab's charger is broken and not functioning anymore and now i can't write it anymore and i can't send it to Miss Gray!! >< I don't even know what should I do.

There's no document-like thingy at this laptop, so i can't write it here. Hmm, maybe I'll have to use Ibu's old phone. Ya know, we supposed to share Ibu's old phone, but then Kak Za pretends like it hers -- So freaking annoying. But what could i do? hmm.. For English, we also have a Reading Challenge by VPIC.

But i don't have an account yet so i couldn't key in the data yet. Whatever it is, the teacher introduces us to the Reading Challenge at the Library. And i was like, doing nothing cause we should use iPad to login to VPIC and login our account and the teacher shows us how to use it etc. etc.

And i was like krikrik moment.. And Miss Gray was like,"Before we register your account, you could just take a book and read it" And i was like.. okayy.. And i took a book titled "Sadako and A Thousand Paper Cranes" i know it sounds childish and yeahh.. Embarassing.

I don"t even want to read that book but i can't even find any other book that catch my eyes. So, i just take that book so that it's not awkward and i could actually do something. So i read it until half, suddenly the period is over.

And i was like,"Where should i put this book?" but well, if only that words could get out of my head. And when i seem clueless ( i don't even know i seem clueless or not but i feel clueless) Miss Gray said,"Just go back to our class" and i was like okayy and went to the door to go to our class with Miss Gray.

Suddenly, the alarm went on. BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP. And i was like,"OMG, what have i donee" i was so regret not asking T^T And Miss Gray was like,"Owh, i should have told you earlier" And then she ask me to just go to the counter. So i just go to the counter.

The librarian (i guess) ask for my name and the book i want to borrow (like i actually want --) And when i go outside, the alarm is off. I don't even know how they actually detect it. Maybe a chip or something ._. hehh. It is so embarrassing  feel like crying like MALUNYAAA so embarrassing!!

Anyways, i got French homework too. A paperwork, workbook work and Language Perfect "work". I've done the paper work cause it is so easy like we should just translate the French word to English words. And Madame Matthews helped me ALOT so i had no trouble doing that.

For the workbook, I've just done a few pages because i just came in that class and everyone else had leave me behind like faraway (hehh, not so far but still --) so, Madame Matthews said that i have to catch up until i got to the same page as the rest of us. I've done it too cause it's pretty easy.

If i didn't understand a word, i could just search or open the dictionary or whatsoever. For the Language Perfect thingy, it is just an app to do exercises. I don't actually need to do it. But well, i wanna be an excellent student. So, yeah. But i can't do it anymore cause the Tab's charger is broken, so yeah.

For Maths, we should just answer the question in the textbook. But i don't have a textbook. So, i borrowed Sonja's. I copied the question and answered it at home :) I've done it cause the exercises are just a few and it's just about Multiple and Factors.

I've got a homework for drama homework too. Our teacher ask us to search for horror story. So, i do a few research and found one and rewrite it on a piece of paper. Our teacher ask us to print it but i don't have a printer, so yeah..

So now i've only got to do the Narratives and the Reading Challenge thingy. I've done a little of the Narratives but as i say, the Tab's charger is broken so the Tab didn't have any battery, so.. Maybe i should make another story. I should have just make a very simple story cause i don't even have any time. And idea ;p

For the Reading Challenge thingy, maybe I'll just have to make a research on what should i read or whatsoever. I will just read it on the internet cause it will cause much if i wanna buy them.I should make a review about the books too.

Cause they would want an evidence whether i do read it or not. Should get prepare for that cause you know me ;p But i do hope i will be brave enough to tell them like anything i wanted to say without actually needs to build the sentences. I hope i could do that. Ameen, Ya Allah!!

Life..

Today is the day Mak Wan leaves us :( It had been a year but it will still hurts everytime i remember it.. I love you, Mak Wan.. If only i could turn back time I would want to hug you and spend time with you. But I know that now it's too late for me.. And now i realized that "We don't know what we have.. Until it's gone" so, we should be grateful for everything that Allah is borrowing us. Ya Allah, I hope I will always cherish each moment with my beloved ones when they are still with me. And Ya Allah, increase my parents, my beloved ones age. Ameen ameen. Ya Allah, place Mak Wan with the ones you blessed. Ameen. Ya Allah, may my deeds when I'm still alive could bring me to Jannah. Ameen ameen ameen.