Over and over

I've just realized that i've stopped doing what i'm supposed to do since New Year 2014!

Which is read Al Mulk everytime before i'm going to sleep. I've started it since the New Year 2014 but then it doesn't last long.

A week or so, i forget about it. But suddenly when i remember it again, i'll be reading it back.

And then it goes over and over. *sigh* should have been istiqamah doing it.

Owh, Allah. I hope i'll always remember to read Al Mulk everytime before i sleep and will istiqamah doing it. Ameen.

Raining

Just now, when i'm staying at home, using the laptop. Suddenly Ayah ask us to take the clothes outside because it's going to rain.

When we go outside to pick up the clothes, it's raining! gosh. if i could, i would wanna play. Play the rain!!

Haha i can still remember how stubborn we are - when we're twelve. Everyday is PE, like i've told you before.

One day, which is 10 October 2013. Well, you know it's such a memorable day if i can still remember the date.

One day, Thursday, to make it clear. Thursday; which means PE day. Eventhough everyday is a PE day, but Tuesday and Thursday is officially PE day!

So, if Monday, Wednesday or Friday we aren't allowed to go PE, we need to obey. But Tuesday and Thursday, we can't never didn't have PE!

Okay, that day it's going to rain; but we're like "Boleh laa Teacher.. Nanti bila nak hujan balik laa" "(Please, Teacher? Once it'll going to rain, we'll come back here, okayy? Pleasee)"

And the Teacher; Teacher Rodiah was like disapproving it but because we're so stubborn we force Teacher to let us play!!

Finally Teacher gave us the permission to go. Thursday; is also the "Jogging Day" for me, Hanah and Teacher Rodiah.

Okay, TBH, we've jog for only once. Which is last week before that week. So, that day, we're planning to jog againn.

While the other girls continue playing MAS and the boys planning to play football, the three of us, continue walking to go around the Taman Tasik Cempaka. Like we did last week.

When we look behind; all of them followed us too! The one whole class! We thought they are playing their own game, but actually they are following us.

And i was like,"What? Teacher! Look at them.. They are following us!" but Teacher Rodiah was like, "Just let them follow us" with a wide smile on her face.

I don't even know WHY she smiles like that. But as long as she's happy and we can continue our jogging, i don't care.

So we "jog" and "jog". Well, TBH we're actually walking while chatting :P haha. Becuase we're going around Taman Tasik Cempaka, we walk along the obstacles too!

Until we arrived to the monkey bar that i mentioned last i don't know, i ask Teacher to climb it, but Teacher can't. I don't know whyy. Nahh i can't do it also.

But then i tell her,"You know what, Teacher? I can climb until the 8th level!" and Teacher was like proud or something :P but then Hanah tell the truth that actually they helped me. Hehe.

After that, we continue walking and walking and walking. Suddenly, we heard a thunder! And everyone was like,"La haulawala kuwwata illa billa hil aliyyil azim!"

Everytime; each time we hear it. So, Teacher ask us to walk quickly so that we can reach school before it rained heavily.

We walk and walk and walk. Suddenly it rains so heavily! Like, suddenly! Teacher said that we can't go through it.

So, Teacher ask us to go under a hut or something, until the rain get "not-so-heavy". The boys are at one hut while the girls are at another hut.

The hut is damaged, the roof is leaked. So, we still get wet. Eventhough we're IN the hut. So,"Alang alang menyeluk pekasam, biarlah sampai ke pangkal lengan" right? Haha.

So we - the girls, play with the rain. We splished splashed the puddle, we took selfie, we recite asma ul husna, we even KISS THE RAIN!

Such a memory i wish i'll never forget. After "waiting" for half an hour or something, the rain is still heavy.

So, Teacher ask us to just GO! To just go through the rain. So we, take advantage again! Cause we're already wet, what's wrong if we get more wet?

So we arrived at our school sweet school safely. But wet-ly! From bottom to top! All wet. When we come in our class, we "dry" ourselves, well, not "dry" but, sit under the fan to let it dry.

Pfftt basically playing the cards - UNO, speed, snap or "argghhh!!" or whatever. Haha i remember this one game me and my friends created. A game called "Argghhh!!"

It's like snap, but just changed the name to "Argghh!!" And anytime the cards strike the same colour or number, just "slap" it and shout "Arggghhh!!!"

Sometimes the others were annoyed by us, so we need to cover our mouth with a handkerchief or something. We also had a "cloth" to cover our mouth called "Ninja" xD

Okay, continue our story. Suddenly it's 4:30 pm and we're late for Asr jamaah prayer! So, we just rushed taking our wudhu and go upstairs. Eventhough we're still drenched wet.

A junior - i can't remember who, who pray besides me said to me,"Eee, akak basah!" "(Sister, you are wet!)" And i was like,"Errr, ya." awkwardd. "Errmm, sorry!"

And then i hurriedly - well not hurriedly, with the coldness; shivering. In the air conditioned hall! I go to the back of the hall; where all of my friends gathered.

After finished reciting the do'a, we ask the Teacher on duty for permission to go downstairs. The teacher; Ustaz Hafes, knew our condition but because he's so evil he didn't allow us to go downstairs.

So, we go to the other Teacher on duty to ask for her permission. After we persuade her for a quater of an hour or something and show our puppy eyes and stuffs.

Finally she gave us the permission. When we want to go downstairs, the roof at the secondary's stairs leaked! And the water comes down like a waterfall~

So, we just use the primary's stairs. When we come to our class, our class roof is leaked too! Firstly at MY table, secondly at i don't know who's table.

So, an Ustaz from the Secondary; Ustaz Hashrul ask us to switch off the electricity because i don't know why.

So, we just stay in our dark class drinking Cool Station in the cold weather. Such a day~ We had so much fun!

And until now and forever, InsyaAllah. I'll never forget the date and the day this happened. 10 October 2013, Thursday. Will always be in my mind, InsyaAllah.

Nevermind.

I was thinking of editing, designing this blog just now.. So, that's what i'm doing just now. but suddenly, when i'm "busy" editting.. BAM!

"Aw, snap! something went wrong while displaying this webpage. to continue, reload or go to another page."

Like whatt? All of my hard work just now gone just like that! So, i just fed up cause no one will ever read this blog. So, yeah. Who cares?

Till then, I wanna take my lunch. Actually I wanna take it along time ago. But then, Auntie Nadhirah is using the kitchen. So, yeah..

Alhamdulillah..

Today; as usual, Ayah went out to find for dual-sim phone, cars and school. Alhamdulillah, Ayah went home with a great news which is he got a car :)

And it is ESTIMA! The same as what we had at Malaysia. The differences is that now, the colour is white while at Malaysia, the colour is silver. That's all. Alhamdulillah, thank you Allah for everything.

I hope we can find a permanent home for our one year stay after this. And also i hope we can find a school for us so that i can get knowledge and experience here; at this land of the kangaroo. Ameen.

Playground

We went to play at a playground just now.. The playground is just across the street. We played the monkey bars, the swing and even the slide! havoc. haha.

It had been a long time i didn't play one. For the first time when i am thirteen! x9 When me and Kak Ina is playing the swing, a train pass infront of us. And we wave at it! xD

And we played the monkey bars until our hands are red. Haha i can still remember that when i was twelve, we ALWAYS plays the playground after post UPSR n PSRA.

One day, our beloved class teacher; Teacher Sazrina, she bring us to a big playground at Taman Tasik Cempaka.

We seldom go to the big playground because it is kinda far. We usually plays at a "not-so-big" playground but we enjoy playing at it so much ;D it is "not-so-far", though.

So, one day; like i said just now. Teacher Sazrina bring us to the big playground! We play like crazy! We climb on top of the monkey bar and stuffs.

We HANGOUT at the monkey bar. ahaha xD But then the time has come for us to go back to our school. Teacher Sazrina saw us doing that but Teacher was just like smiling and then call us to go back to our school.

But awwhh poor Hanah; one of my bestie. She wanna jump to the ground; go down from the monkey bar. But then, she fell and her butt hurts. Poor her.

But poor me too! Because the playground is far away from our school, along the "journey" there are many obstacles. One of them is like a monkey bar, but it goes higher and higher.

I can only go until level 2. Sarah can go till level 5. While Syasya till level 6! I tried again, and i can reach until level 8! Well, actually it's because they helped me ;P hehe.

But, becuase it gets higher and higher, the center of gravity gets higher too! Then, i spend the rest of the day; and also the days after that day, with my armpits hurts so badly. Poor me.. TT

Today

Today went as usual. Usual as what as at Putrajaya, Malaysia. Our home sweet home.

Ibu started her studies or work i don't know, today. While ayah went out to send Ibu and to search for a car for us, dual-sim phone for them and for our school, maybe?

So yeah, today my siblings and i will be staying in the homestay all day.

Nothing much happens.. Basically the same as what as at Putrajaya. Everything went fine except for that El conquer the Tab like it's his. So annoying. But well, i got to use this laptop so i should be grateful.

Okay, maybe that's all! I wanna take my lunch.

"Helloy"

*knock knock knock* ding dong.

Kak Za asks me to open the door but i don't want to because i don't know who is knocking. Then, Kak Za is thinking like what I'm thinking. So, i just say to her, "Maybe it's Ibu or Ayah" then Kak Za just open the door.

Just for a sec. Kak Za closed the door. Suddenly. I ask her why. Then she said that there's an Australian in front of the door saying "Helloy" and she's shocked, maybe? hahaha.

Half a minute after that, the Auntie Nadhirah come. She "chat" with the Australian and we gotta know that actually the Australian is actually Auntie Anataliya's husband/son, i don't know cause i didn't see his face.
He said that she's giving us a playground set. Don't even ask me why cause i son't even know why!

We wanna give the playground set back because it is "too big". And it's becuase we're just staying at this house for a week. How can we moved it later?

So, Ayah and El walk to their house to say that we want to give the playground set back to them, but then, they already closes the door and went inside. So, we just keep the playground set. Infront of this homestay house.

Coldness

We went to the, i'm not sure what's it's called but i guess it's city circle tram or something? It's a tram that goes around the Melbourne city over and over.

Actually, like a said yesterday, we're planning to go to a Zoo. Because it's Sunday and it is FREEE. But then, Ayah said that there's a chance of shower.

So yeah, we decided to just go to the city circle tram; or something. We woke up at 6 am Australia time which is 3 am Malaysia time! It is so freaking cold eventhough we didn't switch on ANY fan or air conditioner or anything.

We ate breakfast; which is bread and scramble egg. Not to critic or something. It's just my opinion. So, don't judge me. I think, the taste of the bread is not the same. Not the same as what as i usually eat at Malaysia.

Well, maybe because i'm not used to it because all of this time, i've been eating the exact same type of bread. All the time.Gotta get used to it soon, though.

Okay, continues our story. So we woke up and toke our breakfast and get ready and stuffs. I wore a "dress" that i usually wear at Malaysia. But the difference is that i wore it with a cardigan.

The moment we wanna step out of the house, it's raining.. Then we wait and wait. After half a minute or something, it is still raining.. But not as heavy as the first time.

So, Ayah decided to just through the rain because we're just going to board a tram. It is so freaking cold. So freaking freezing cold. Feel like Anna in frozen :b haha. It's just raining. Not snowing!

We wore A LOT of clothes, sweaters, cashmere and such. But it is still too cold for us. But then, we just continue our walk eventhough i feel like we're penguins. Seriously.

When we walk and walk and walk until we're near to the "city". We saw other people, just wearing short sleeves or sleeveless cloth and shorts!

Sorta embarrassed but what could we do? We just ignore their stare and be like a boss.

We board the tram. I sit besides Ibu, Ayah, El and Icha in the tram. While Kak Ina and Kak Za sits with Ady and the stroller at the other side of the tram.

The tram takes like 12 minutes or something to go around the Melbourne City.. And it is so freaking bored and sleepy! I can't even understand what they are saying like, "Own yourg lheft you can see a bla bla blaa"

It was so freaking bored and sleepy i didn't realize that i slept for a moment in the tram :b hehe. Just for a moment, and then i'm fresh againn.

I can see El, Kak Ina, Kak Za n Ady sleep too :P haha. i wanna take a photo of them sleeping, but i just can take El's because the moment i want to take Kak Ina and Kak Za's, we're arrived - the tram journey is "over".

I get out of the tram with El and Ayah. But Ibu, Icha, Kak Ina, Kak Za and Ady didn't seem to get out of the tram with us because it's havoc with peoples in the tram and they didn't manage to handle the stroller - and Ady, sleeping.

So, we're stranded. Stranded in the middle of Melbourne City. We stay at one side of the road. Then, Ayah said that he'll be going i don't know for a minute. So, El and i, wait and wait and wait.

After a quarter of minute, we can see Ayah, Ibu, Icha, Kak Ina, Kak Za and Ady, come out from a corner of the side of the road. It's magic. It's a miracle. I don't even know WHERE Ayah went to. Whatever it is, Alhamdulillah :)

After we board the tram, we walk around Melbourne City, window shopping and such. When we're walking, we saw - i mean, my sisters and i - saw an electronic shop and there's two "model doll" of a boy or something.

At first i was like, "Why's there a "doll" in an electronic shop? Pffttt" But then we realize it's an ordinary human being! Pfftt, so immature. haha, so you think you're matured, Ma? :P

We walk and walk, suddenly Icha get restless. We stopped and figured out that her toy is missing. So, Ayah need to turn back to search for her toy so that she stop crying.

We continue our walk. We walk and walk, Icha's toy went missing again -- So, El turn back and go search for Icha's toy.

We walk and walk until we "arrived" to Queen Victoria Market. I just stay outside with Ayah, Kak Ina and Icha. While Ibu, Kak Za, El and Ady went into the supermarket. I don't wanna go into the market because it is so havoc in there.

So we wait and wait. After half an hour or something, Ibu, Kak Za, El and Ady went out of the supermarket. They bought sweet cherries, mango and bananas. Actually, Ady wants the banana. So, Ibu just bought it for him.

We eat the fruits and took pictures with Ayah camera. But then, Ady wants to use the camera. We don't allow him because the camera is too heavy fro him. So, we bring out Ibu's camera and give it to him.

After we "finished" eating. We want to board a tram to go back to our house. When we're on the tram, I sit besides Ibu, Ayah, Icha and Ady. Then, I ask Ady where's the camera. And then he said, "Ehh, tertinggal" "(I left it behind)" Without feeling guilty!

And i was like, " Where's the camera, Ady?" Because i thought he's joking or something. Then Ibu n Ayah joined our conversation asking Ady where's the camera.

Finally, we found out that it is true Ady left the camera. So, without further ado, we just stop at the nest station eventhough our house is faraway from it. Ayah; without thinking twice, turn back and run to the last station we stopped.

We wait and wait for Ayah with hope that Ayah come back with the camera. We wait and wait and wait for half an hour or something, finally we can see Ayah. Running back to us. Without the camera.

And now, we've lost the camera. Forever. And now, our selfie photo in the camera are now resting in peace in this land of the kangaroo.

We took the incident as a lesson. To not let Ady be responsible for anything. So, we just board a bus (tram replacement because the tram to our house is upgrading their power or something). Board our bus to our house.

We arrived to our house in the afternoon. We rest for awhile and after we prayed Asar prayer, we - Kak Za and I- bake brownies.

That night, -just now-, i helped Ibu to take our clothes at the place where we hanged the clothes. MasyaAllah, I can see the stars and the stars are so bright! The moon is full.. SubhanAllah.

I've never seen anything like that before at Malaysia. I dunno whether it's because there's light all over Putrajaya or I am the one that's not going outside. Well, whatever it is, Alhamdulillah :)

Beep Beep

Just now, i helped Ibu to  prepare chicken rice. When we're busy cooking and preparing, suddenly..

BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP

We don't know where did the sound came from but it is so loud i feel like i'm going to be deaf! A minute later, we found out that it is because of the smoke alarm..

So we just switch on the fan and it went normal again. Such a tragedy. haha xD I'll never forget, InsyaAllah.

Today i didn't bake the brownies because i procrastinated :P hehe. But Ibu ask us to bake it tomorrow. Gotta bake it because i don't wanna make Ibu feel "sad". I'm such a good daughter am i? ^^ hehe, InsyaAllah.

Besides, Kak Za promised with me that she will help baking the brownie. So, things will be easier, InsyaAllah. 

Differences.

Yesterday Ibu said that Subuh prayer is at 4 am and i was like "that is so earlyy. how could i wake up?" but when i convert the time, 4 am are actually 1 am in Malaysia.

In Malaysia, i usually sleep at 2 am or something, so i can just stay up, can't i? So, i just stay up, using the laptop.. Until it's 2 am Australia time, Kak Ina wants to sleep. So, she asks me to switch off the lights.

And i was like "okay" cause i can still stay up, using the laptop cause the lights from the screen can help me see the keyboard or anything i wantt.

So, i switch off the lights.. But then, i can't see anything. I can't even see the keyboard ._. So yeah, i shut down the laptop and went to bed.

This morning, i woke up late and need to qadha' my Subuh prayer. Well, dduh. Of course. The time differences between Malaysia and Australia is 3 hours! Well, not "Malaysia" and "Australia" it's Putrajaya and Melbourne, to make it clear.

So i woke up late and qadha' my Subuh prayer, and Kak Ina scolded me. She said, "What's the use of staying up when you still qadha' your Subuh prayer?"

And i was kinda mad to her but i guess she's just jealous of me because i can use the laptop till 2 am and she can't or something? :P

Today; for breakfast i ate a bowl of Milo DUO cereal and milk and cekodok. Yes, CEKODOK! Ibu made em. So delicious~ haha #havoc.

Just now, Ibu said that i can bake! And Ibu ask me to bake a brownie. Because the house owner; Auntie Nadhirah had supplied the ingredients and equipments and stuffs.

But, i dunno whether i want to bake the brownie or not because Ibu said that it's for a guess. A guess that helped us to find a house. I mean this house.

Nahhh. If it is true it is for a guess, i'll never wanna bake it. Everything i bake never seems to be as what it is supposed to be. But thank God, Alhamdulillah the taste is not that bad :b

Ibu plans to cook chicken rice tonight! For the guess and us :) Well, i'll help Ibu so that i "don't have any time" to bake the brownies. heheh.

We've just come back from a walk and a little bit of "shopping" and "our" neighbor's garage sale. I didn't bought anything. Only Ibu bought something. Which is 3 clothes for 5AUD. If i'm not mistaken.

Our first garage sale! Which is at Aunt Anataliya's house, if i'm not mistaken. again.

So, at 6:30 pm or something, our guess come. Aunty Mel and Uncle Adib. they have 2 daughters and a son. Their daughters are so cute! Their names are i don't know but they call it "Yuna" and "Maira". Ehh, wasn't that's my name? lol. jk. haha.

Yuna is so cute because she can't speak "properly" and she pronounce "b" as "d" like, Kak Ina ask her how many friends did she has. ans she was like, "Danyak laaa" "(There's manyyy)". So cute and funny xD

After finish eating and chi-chatting, they went back home. Ayah said that he's planning to bring us to a Zoo tomorrow I'm sort excited but lazy also.. .

Home?

Finally we're arrived to Melbourne! We will be staying at a homestay at Railway Street, Coburg, Victoria for a weeks or something? Everything went just fine, Alhamdulillah.

But there's something we sorta confused.. At the Melbourne Airport, before they allow us to exit to Melbourne, they ask us to line up at a red line with our bags and stuffs. And i was like "What are they going to do? Is there any sensor or anything underneath this red carpet?"

For your information, any raw food are not allowed to be bring to Melbourne. Like meat or fish or nuts or peanuts. Pfftt i don't even know why people wanna bring that sort of stuffs.

While we're waiting, then come a "policewoman" with her dog. THE DOG IS SO CUTE. Apparently, she use the dog to sniff our bag to check whether we bring some food or anything.

So yeah, we dunno whether we can touch the bag or not but then ayah say that we can touch it because the dog is not wet.. yeayyy! And ayah said that the dog is trained to not make the bags or luggage or anything wet or somethingg.

After we're allowed to exit the Melbourne Airport, we "stopped" a taxi to go to our homestay house. To make it clear, it is a van taxi. It is so it can carry all of our bags and us! And there's so many spaces left eventhough we're in it. I'm impressed. ahahha.

After 30 minutes or something, we arrived to our homestay. Pretty much, okay cause there's WIFI! Cause if not, how can I make this blog? dduh. haha, Alhamdulillah..

But it is so tiring i sleep right away after i come in the room. hehhe. After i woke up, Ibu and ayah "invite" us to go take a walk around Coburg. The main purpose is to find and buy a sim and a phone for them and to buy a car. And to eat also :D

It's not that difficult to find halal food here. You can find kebab, halal pizza and also martabak and teh tarae!

Because we don't have any car, we need to walk.. It's not that tiring but did you remember how i ignore the warning announcement in the aeroplane? yeahh, maybe that's why i got the jet lag by time to time while we're walking. So frustratingg.

We walk and walk. We stop for a second if we wanna window shopping or shop. Or to eat or catch up with the others. We walk and walk and walk until suddenly we're at Brunswick! Can you believe it? Cause i can't believe it. lol.

As what i say just now, we're living at Railway Street, Coburg. So there's trams' railway everywhereee! Cause we're too tired, we board on the tram :) Such a nice experience I'll never forget. InsyaAllah.

We thought that if we wanna board a tram, we need to have this sorta card called "MyKi". It's sorta like touch n go but it's for tram. Like the tram's fee, sorta. I dunno.

But when we board the tram, nobody actually uses that card! We're so curious to know whyy. And embarrassed a little also cause we're like "deer enters a village" ahaah xD But then we stop being awkward and be awesome instead like nothing actually happens :P heheh.

Second Time.

It's 2:20 am and yeah, I'm still in the aeroplane. Gotta sleep for only 3 hours because Ayah said that it's Subh prayer time already. Ibu n Kak Za is using the toilet. so now I'm waiting for my turn to take my wudhu'. Had been siting here for hours! A little bit bored. A lot actually. Hehh.. Okay, it's my turn now!

Arrggghhhh!! Why did this happen to me? Again? I wanna take my wudhu' for Subh prayer and it happens to me again!! There's an announcement saying that i should be siting at the my seat -- so frustratingg. f i could i would wanna get out of the toilet but Ibu said that Subh prayer time will be over in 30 minutes.

So yeah, i just continue taking my wudhu', while the toilet shakes like an earthquake even worse than the first time. But whatever it is, Alhamdulillah because i can pray before the time is over :) eventhough it is so awkwardd hahhaha.

em ae es. (MAS)

It's 11pm Malaysia time now.. I'm in the aeroplane.. And it is MAS! haha i can still remember how childish are my friends (and i :P) plays the big slide at the playground at Taman Tasik Cempaka. (hehh. i don't usually join them. but still.)The playground that we would play at anytime we could.

We called the big slide as "MAS". Everytime i heard that three letter, I'll remember my childhood friend; Syasya and my so-called pal; Batrisyia and also all of my "girl friends" that "board" the MAS :) haha, memories~

I'm boarding the real MAS now. It's not the same, though. Well, of course dduh. But it's just the same cause i'm writing in my "diary" to make memories. haha.

I'm so happy today! Double happy! Cause three of my beloved teachers and one of my Ustaz wishes me a Happy Birthday! This is how it's "sound";

"Happy birthday to you sweet girl. May Allah protect you always"

"selamat hari lahir,,semoga sentiasa dalam lindungan Allah sentiasa.."

Happy birthday ma  may Allah bless u here n hereafter~~

"Sanah helwah..moga mjd insan yg 'cmrlang' d sisi Allah.'cmrlang' akhlak,'cmrlang' pkaian,'cmrlang' cra hdup,'cmrlang' kata2"

Translated:

"Happy birthday to you sweet girl. May Allah protects you always"

"Happy Birthday, May Allah protects you always"

"Happy birthday, Ma  May Allah bless you here n hereafter."

Happy Birthday.. May be be the human that is outstanding in the sight of God. Excellent in character, excellent in clothing, excellent in the way of life and excellent in your words"

Aww how i miss em all.. My teachers and Ustaz, my friends who wishes me, my friends who still cares towards me TT

One more thing, Google also wishes me a happy birthday! Ahaha and also i got a gift from anonymous at ask.fm. Well, i guess maybe it's programmed to be delivered. Cause one of my senior at my old school who shares the same birhdate with me also got a gift at ask.fm.

And there's someone who makes me happy the most is my own sister; Kak Za! Don't ask me why suddenly she's so kind to me. I've never been that kind to her. hahha. (she had never been that kind to me too :P)

The story is sorta like this;

I was sitting at a seat number 26G, while Kak Za was at 26K. 26H is sitten by a stranger which is so awkward. Behind Kak Za's seat is Ady's, and besides Ady is El.

Kak Za pass the phone to me through El, asking me to turn the mode to Airplane Mode. And i was like, "okay, but can't you do it yourself? --"

After I turned the phone mode to Airplane Mode, then Kak Za pass me a parcel or something and i was like "what's now?" but the moment i wanna spill that word out, i can see a sticker written a sentence "Happy Birthday" on it.

I sorta shocked cause i can't even remember it's my birthday! lol. So i just look at her and threw a smile and "Thank you" Well, what could i do besides of that? I've never ever actually give anything to her, i guess. haha, sorry Kak Za.

Owh Allah, thank you for the meeting me with my Teacher and Ustaz that's so kind and nice. and thank you too for the people who wishes me a happy birthday and also for those who cares towards me. Thank you for the happy family i have. Alhamdulillah.

My handwriting must be so bad right now cause i'm in the aeroplane and i can't see! I wanna switch on my reading lights but then, i don't wanna disturb the other passengers. huhh, whatever it is! As long as i can read it backkk, InsyaAllah.

Well, just now i wanna go to the toilet cause i wanna take my wudhu'. But then, the moment i JUST LOCKED the toilet's door, i hear an announcement, " Due to bad weather, please be sited at your seat and fasten your seat belt"

And i was sorta like nervous or something. But then i just ignore it and go to the toilet and take my wudhu'. Kinda regret it because i gotta take my wudhu' while the toilet is shaking all the time. Not that shaking, but it's sorta like an earthquake in there.

Hahha i remember how nervous am i the moment the aeroplane is going to take off. Well, TBH it had been such a long time since the last time i "board" one. It's like 2 years or something!

Actually, i wanna wrote something at the airport too. But, it's kinda havoc at the airport just now. With the peoples who wanna send us and with the bags and stuffs.

We brought 10 pull bags - 8 bags for each one of us and 2 bags for the documents, laptops, Tab, gadgets and stuffs, and 10 handbags - 2 of them is Ibu's, 2 of them is Kak Ina's, 2 of them is mine, one of them is Ayah's, one of them is Kak Za's, one of them is Aisha's and one of them is the camera bag.

*sigh* how can we bring the bags later? neither i don't wanna think about it ._.

BTW, there's an incident happened at the airport just now. I dunno how to explain it, but Ady went missing! No one had actually realize it until Ibu's name is heard through the KLIA airport's speakers.

I guess maybe that's all for now cause i wanna sleep but actually i don't wanna because i wanna play games using the "computer" that's provided to each seat but i'm just too tired so maybe i gotta sleep no matter what.

FYI, because we gotta "board" the flight on 7:50 pm, we gotta pray Maghrib and Isya' Jamak Qasar in the aeroplane! Sorta awkward because it's my first time pray while sitting and because there's a stranger sitting next to me watching me praying ._.

Here I come!!

It's 11:14 now.. But we're ready eventhough we will be boarding the flight on 7:50 pm. heheh. There will be peoples gather at our house to "let we go" ahah xD Sorta like a farewell party or somethingg. Most of them are actually our family and close relatives and ayah's staffs. Basically.

But whatever it is, I AM SO HAPPY TODAY!! Cause a Teacher of mine wishes me a Happy Birthday :) *sigh* I should have been grateful for everything i have TT

Okay, gotta go. I wanna take my shower and wait for Mak Nek to come bringing the food for lunchhh!! And also for the "farewell party" x]

The Day

Today is the day! It is the 13th February 2014! Which means it's my birthday and i'm officially thirteen! JYEAH. My thirteen resolutions are to always take care of my Imaan and health, (like i actually know how to take care of my health --) to be more feminine and stuffs.

Yep, feminine! You know what i'm so not feminine people say i'm "garang" like you know, all of the boys are frightened of me cause pernah satu kali, one time, i yelled at Azzam and the whole class terkedu like goes on a long silent. krik krik moment. Until our class teacher asks us to continue our work.

Okay, back to the topic. One of my thirteen resolutions are to ALWAYS writes a journal. So that i can save the memories forever, InsyaAllah, Ameen.

And, yeahh. Today is also the day my family and I will be going to Melbourne! I am so lucky, hahha. ("lucky". my birthday aren't even celebrated. but whatevs) I can't deny it that I'm sorta excited for it. (Okay, actually i'm trying hard to deny it) hehhe. i hope everything will be just fine, Ameen.

Well, just now, i told my besties about it. Actually i've told them a long time ago but maybe because of school and stuffs they can't remember it.. And when i told them again just now, they were like shocked or something?

I kinda "sad" cause they can't remember it. But then, one of them makes me so happy! She updated a status just for me. JUST FOR ME! Saying that i gotta take care and always keep in touch. Well, if i could, i would wanna tell her everything about it. hahah jk.

I'm so touched cause no one had ever actually made a post for me like that. I'm so grateful to Allah for bringing me a bestie like Add in my life. Thank you, Allah. Even though we had been through hard times, fight over and over again. But well, maybe that's what make it special :)

Today is my birthday, (i've told you earlier) but no one wishes me.. yet? Sorta sad but can't i be more logical? Like, it's Thursday's school day dude! Well whatever it is, I'm still happy though because of Add's post and also because yesterday a junior from my old school mentioned me in her blog's post :) FYI, our birthdate is the same :b heheh.

This is what she wrote in her blog, at the bottom of a post, "I just remembered that tomorrow is my birthday.. (and Aiman Humaira)" Like, seriously? She knew my birthday? I'm not that close to her. The only reason we knew each other is because our father are best friends since they are in Form 4.

Well, it makes me realize that all of this time, why did i bother with the people who hated me while there are people who still care towards me?

*sigh* Many things happened recently. I fought with one of my besties. She said that I'm a hypocrite or something? It's not that she said to me like that, but the way she wanna advice me was LIKE she's saying me like that.

TBH, it is true. It is true that I'm a hypocrite, sort of. But can't her advice me nicely? I'm just being me. Cause i know that, "It is better to be hated for what you are, than to be loved for what you are not." I'm just being me. Can't she just accept me for who i am?

But if i think positively, actually i guess it's not that she's trying to embarrassed me or to blame me or something. She's actually trying to lead me to be a better person. To be a better friend!

Owhh, Allah TT Thank you for opening my heart to accept this "harsh" by me advice, to think positively. I hope i'll be more positive after this, and i hope that my friendship with Sarah will be as "usual" again. I hope she'll accept me back again and i hope that i'll be a better person after this, Ameen.

Well, maybe that's all cause i gotta take my beauty sleep so that i'll be ready for tomorrow's adventure!